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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: yes⚡️ pomodoro-blocks:: 14 wake-up:: 5:10 AM day:: Monday icon:: 📅⚡️🌟🌟🌟🌟 - **06:24 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - My Daily Mantra: Attention to Awareness - Distractions are many. They are attractive. They hook and take over. That's the habit. I must break free every moment. Who is that needs to break free? lol. Keep Attention to Awareness. - I am dissapointed at people. They might not get an easy second change. Apropos to my self inquiry yesterday - Difficulty of connecting back to Boston peeps - A dream last night reveals to me that it might be Embarrassment that would be the trigger. As if I showed a part or a piece that makes me vulnerable. My position is weakened due to the #shame I feel. Is this feeling really one sided? Did Kon, Ken and KC not have any part to play or 'not play' where they should have? Maybe. Add @ken Sallale to the mix as well who hasn't responded with a date for meetup. The 4 Ks of my Boston contacts. The 4 Kangroos of Boston - What's embarrassing might as well be the my Child. My indirect Child -> Child transaction was not accepted. Kon responded with his Parent. That made the communication difficult. While KC and others seems to reciprocate the #stoke. That's it. #notmytask. But this ends the communication. - I have done enough thinking on this now. As of now I feel relived and better. Lesson here being that being loving and this vulnerable is hard as you can then be pushed into embarrassment which leads to doubt. This is for me to figure out and be strong about. It goes away one I point finger to it. - **What comes top of my mind?** - This weekend feels like a very long vacation. Almost tranformational top the point where I find my totally disconnected from JOKR. Imbued in the world of Cogito peeps - wow! not was that an emotional baggage just waiting to be inherited? I do not know. But that world feels stale, old and something I know I had left behind. I am #sidbutthurt and slightly angry because these thoughts have not left me since all this weekend. - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - Neki kar dariya mein dal and Attention to Awareness - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** - Let's get back to JOKR and myself. - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - She sleeps like a baby. Restful. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - Practice ever more awareness when with her. Enjoy the coffee - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - I always come back home - Come to think of it. The thakur village life might be the fractal that signifies this. I took detours. Engaged in many things outside of home. But I always came back home - My Work Mode #workmode - This is my strong balanced Adult hooked. This is the prime. - I might as well engage with the people in this mode here on to avoid the Difficulty of connecting back to Boston peeps. Hmm. - This might be the strong bridge to P/Playing High Status. #Realization - After all - life is work and play hmm. - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** - I am doing everything right. Nothing can be different. - **Exercise Small Thoughts** - Keeping awareness, work mode engaged with love in the heart as I engage with the world. - ⚡️🙆 🧘 📓 ☯️ 📖 5:30 - 8:30 AM: practice/victoryroutine🌞 #log🪵/victoryHour💪 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - 🙆 25 mins Morning Yoga #playlist/5AM - 🧘 20 mins Morning Meditation - 📓 60 mins Morning Page & Day Plan 🍅 🍅 - ☕️ Coffee with boo in the office - ☯️ 5 mins Morning Tai Chi - 📖 25 mins #practice/Reading📖 🍅 - Books/Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintainance - #powernap20😴 #nice - 🖥 💼 9 - 9:15: #workworkwork Fiery emails #workmode collapsed:: true - @Ajay Sait starts today. - 🌟️ 🖥 9:15 - 10:30AM: P/Algorithms Day 34🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Algo/Max Subset Sum No Adjacent ✅ - Ah, back to arrays. Feels like home. Not really, tree are home too now. It's all the same. Just MOVING POINTERS, iterations, recursion, if-else logic. - Oh this is a good one. Easy to understand the problem. It's medium so must be fun. - Notebook on. - Greedy problem? - So the question is - what we we optimizing for? - Max sum here. Let's reframe it in the context - 15 mins - could not come with anything - Took hint 1 and hint - 30 mins - now I think I got the formula. Coding time. - 50 mins - Code up bug free. But one test case fail. - 60 mins - done. I had just inserted the 0 and 1 index in the array. The second had to be the max if 0 and 1 for the forumla to work. Formula works. Nice. - Algo expert has a solution in O(1) space. I shall #revisit. - Also, I see that we have to use memory here. The array that keeps max until now. This I think is the origins of dynamic programming? - Algo/Number of Ways To Make Change - I hate any permutation related problem. Argh. The coin ones especaillt. Because I know its really an optimization problem. And Brute force i.e instictive methods are repulsive so it's make the ifrst step hard. Hm come to think of it. I am hating on dynamic programming not being very instictive to if-else and iterative logic brain. The trick is to keep something in memoty. - 20 mins - stuck. Not finding a way. - Hints. Hmm.. Wow. This is really hard, - You basically put the entire landscape of values into memory. Then optimize. Sort of bruteforce. Not in iterative way but on how to keep track of things. One coin at a time. - I couldn't do it. Not sure I have the forumla right. Will watch the video solution tomorrow. - 🖥 💼 11 - 1:40 PM: #workworkwork. Focus work. Long time no see. 🍅🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Research Tech / Expo Application Service for CICD flow with multi apps. id:: 6328e2d4-98a8-43ef-a824-f5a16c3e631b - TODO I may have to use different login for eas (personal vs JOKR). High time I created a personal vs work iTerm profile, eh? #Tech - Wow. EAS Build just worked on the JOKR project. Out of the box. Built for simulator ✅. - Tomorrow. I get production plan $99 / month and hoo it up to Github Action. - ==Feeling great. High on energy. Focused. Productive. Not letting anything carry me away.== Time for healthy portion of lunch 🐟 and some #tv/madmen. ==Was this the powernap at 8:30am?== - 🥣 📺 🍽 2 - 4 PM: Break Fast collapsed:: true - #tv/madmen S02 E05 - Solid episode. Gathers the season to make the rest of it intriguing. - Capture the dialog to peggy on "don't be man, be a woman.. to get corner office" - 🖥🛠 4 - 6 Focus Time. Weekly Review. 🍅🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Iconography to my weekly pages 🧩 The most useful abstraction (lego brick) is a symbol id:: 632cd666-1851-4364-9276-710ddc80db7f collapsed:: true - I am painting a picture with the #secondbrain. One abstraction a a time. - {:height 258, :width 300} - 🌟️💪 6 - 6:30 PM: #practice/2WW💪 Hip Stretches & Tai Chi - 🌟️ Every Day Kaizen ✅ collapsed:: true - Accent see if My Work Mode changes accent. Reading the blocks from morning page today ✅. id:: 6395d2d9-a775-4378-8cc0-e5202e531ad1 - Normal:  - Work mode:  - Difference? - listen yourself again - play them in parallel. Work mode is directive. It has power. In normal mode I sound like @Lex Friedman - hearty. But you see. I aint no fan of this heart that comes from the mind. - jujutsu tai chi - evening practice ✅ - 🌟️ Daily 5 collapsed:: true - Kickoff code project at work now. #summerbreakisover ✅ - Good 3 hours on this today Block Reference - weekly review ✅ - P/Boston Strong 2022 1 more raech out comon sid - write that nore - Reached out to @Ayaz Cogito - healthy food day ✅ - fish and rice to break fast - smoothie for dinner - didn't need coke today. the hydra charge and orange mash suffice - #isaidno got burger for saie, did not give in. Thank you the test grace - research high heel shoes ✅ - hmm nothing obvious - **21:43 PM Lights Off** - What a #solidday. Lightning ⚡️, starts 🌟 , and green check ✅ all around the clock - In bed before 10pm. Good boo time in the evening. - Love ❤️