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location:: Home - Eugene, NYC victory-hour:: no😴 pomodoro-blocks:: 10 wake-up:: 10 AM day:: Monday icon:: 📅 - **13:32 AM, day. Morning Pages ** collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be... - Well well. Post vacation and travel Monday. A Recovery day. To get back to routine day. A remind as I get older to reserve a post vacation recovery day. End vacation on Saturday. Get back to grips on Sunday. Start the week on monday. Love it. Love Planning. - I have wrapped up work @ JOKR as I write my morning page. Another testament of my current #wlb. I do get little anxious and over reactive or cynical at times. Doubting comments made by Gabi. Upset that Sven has not connected with me. Slight paranoia on what is happening. But I am getting better at it. Had a reflection on Exaggeration of the mind and Presence of Mind that is apt. - **What comes top of my mind?** - today is recovery day; the more I time I spend think; the more relaxes I feel. Using mind to get off mind. - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - This. Exactly this morning pages and day plan. Already zero'd the mind. - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who you are?** - a physical practice to symbolicate #jujutsu - **What first word pops into my mind when you think about today?** - Another work day - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - Prettiest heart - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - I wanna send her flowers. But.. - I wanna do something for her. Make her feel special. - Maybe smallest thing to is to spend time thinking about it. Added to Daily 5 - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - I am thinker. I seek truth. **Truth alone triumphs.** - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** collapsed:: true - #donttry - Ahh. I feel so relaxed already. - Block Reference - **Exercise Small Thoughts** collapsed:: true - Bed and Breakfast in the Lap of God id:: 62fcc217-904d-4262-98b7-b27d34ddc633 - {{embed Block Reference}} - 🖥 💼 🥣 10:30 - 1:30 PM: #workworkwork - 🖥 🛠 1:30: 2:30 PM: Morning Pages, Day Plan and Thinking collapsed:: true - P/Playing High Status collapsed:: true - #boom moment. I realize I had my last months realization on high status - From 🦞 to ❤️. Seeking status is the ultimate #lowstatus. already captured while Books / GTD. In a beautiful way. - Block Reference - 🎵 #Playlist/9AM - ⚡️ 🖥 🍅 🍅 4 - 5:30 PM: #practice/Reading📖 - Algorithms Day 13 (split session) - Books/The Art of Computer Programming collapsed:: true - Sorting - Internal sorting and external sorting collapsed:: true - Omg. I seem to be developing deep understanding on my own favorite interview problem Algo/Find Duplicate Files on Computer - Reading the recommended exercise problems. My head hurts 🤕. Damn! Is this how intellectuals feel? I think this is lack of sharpness on the intellectual knife hmm. The bluntness feels like presssure as it doesn’t cut through. Hmm. #Realization #thisisdeep - #ideas collapsed:: true - Use knuths s problem label score and category for jira tickets - Key: you are scoring the problem. PM should specify the problem - Reframe Algo/Find Duplicate Files on Computer as array of array problem - - Books/The Way of Zen - revisiting #satori, and it occurred. The Double Bind broke again. - 🙆 6 - 7 PM: #Yoga collapsed:: true - Breath and Flow Vinyasa flow - Energy and Forms - Everything is energy and manifestation of changing forms. - We can worship the forms. Be aware of them. - they are all connected. they are always changing. coming and going. appearing and disappearing - 📺👧🍽7 - 8 PM: Dinner (smoothie), tv and boo time - 🖥 🛠 🍅 🍅 🍅🍅 🍅 8 - 10:30 PM: collapsed:: true - P/Expo App to AppStore Day 1 🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Expo App Init and Repo created on github [Tathata](https://github.com/sidsarasvati/Tathata) - Watching talk on Tech/Tailwind CSS - Principle: Utility-first styling - Pausing on tailwind for react native for now. The tailwind-rn package is unofficial and requires importing hooks and calling a function for each style. yucks. defeats the aesthetic pleasure of using this cool library. I guess we wait until tailwind official react native support. - I am blank right now. Don't know what to do next. I might use this project to learn a bit of design then. Hm. How about an hour on learning and building an MVP on figma boy? Bol... - Some Design Thinking on the App - Oo.. landing page like calm app. Birds and lake animation. - Both headspace and clam have an action oriented landings page - Like headspace landing as well. More like a journal. It's a day plan! Which we know works. This aligns with what I want to achieve with my app. - Start your day - Afternoon - At night - Can mix both best of calm (music and animation) and headspace (journaling and day plan) in Tathata. They both don't let you do anything without paying. Argh! . - Project and Weekly Review 🍅🍅🍅 - ⚡️ Every Day Kaizen ✅ collapsed:: true - Accent do the warmup again ✅ - Added warmup write up to Block Reference - jujutsu practice and create a physical ritual that reminds you of this every morning; akin to the Immovable Elbow ✅ collapsed:: true - Block Reference - I found the A/Tai Chi practice for what had reflected on today - Mind like Water - 5 min Tai Chi -https://youtu.be/cEOS2zoyQw4 - I remember trying Tai Chi with torrent videos I downloaded on my iPod. Those days. - I was excited about energy and playing and manifesting energy. I remember feeling my first relaxed state with Tai chi meditation of Noticing objects in the room - Back at it again. Will start this as a morning practice and see how it goes. - ⚡️ Daily 5 ✅ - Get back to grips with my Discipline, Rituals and Organizational Aesthetics ✅ id:: 6395d2dd-d72f-4802-b997-779a6826677d - Stoked after morning pages and day plan. The #secondbrain system got me back to grips in under 1 hour. Total control and in fact super excited for the day. The plan just manifested. Incredible. The algo, the new app work project init, the small questions that helped me think, the reflection on top of mind stuff, the jujutsu and the daily 5 wins. Incredible!!!! - Shop kitchen and house supplies for the week ✅ Move to Boston - Do something to make saie feel special today ✅ - The message on boos move might be it. But let's see if I can make it ever better :) - Project Review and **Plan for the week.** #2022/week33 ✅ - Interesting as I using hours as goals. For I know my system will produce results. All I gotta to do is allocated my time. Nice! #secondbrain - **Projects that will be completed** - Move to Boston has to wrap up this week :). Only goal is to complete this with a smile. - NYC Wrap Up - I did 7 last week. So check off 7 more places. - **Create Goals for** - P/Playing High Status - P/Rules of the Game - Turn the Heat This Summer - **Hourly Commitments. System over Goals.** - Algorithms: **9 hours** 6 days out of 7. Going as planned. Getting stronger and better. The detour and deep dive into sorting and fourier transform is beautiful and what I wanted. All I have to do is get 1.5 on this until Saturday. I am doing 90-90-10 6 days a week for now. - P/Digital India **4 hours.** weekly goal planned on the google doc. - P/EB1 US Visa **2 hour.** connect with Martyna to discuss strategy or next steps. I must try to narrow one recommender. - P/Expo App to AppStore. **10 hours** Let's get 10 hours into this one. That will be 50% completion. - BackTo140lbsChallenge finding this difficult. Crossed lines with NYC Wrap Up and Saie Convocation - I am eating out a lot. - P/Lost Passport Paused - - Last week review while it's warm in head ✅ #log🪵/secondbrainrefactoring - started and captures metrics and early thoughts - ❌ ~~#2WW~~ - #bezosism #Amazon - Call with @bipin singh makes me see his personality coming int he way. He is calling him lethargic etc. This is what good teams and leaders do. They motivate you. And they guide you through your #limitingbelief. Come to think of this, this is what #bezosism is at scale. **It rids people of personality** and the culture of leadership principles micromanages individual. ==A boon for the mediocre but a curse for the exceptional.== Hmm. This is why good people cannot tolerate Compass. ==Only the mediocre survives== #boom - #Diary I seem to be getting ever more mathematically oriented. Or maybe I’m discovering an existing reality on my self. **Engineering forms with the foundation grounded on mathematics seems to the deep calling.** - Jordan Peterson's double bind #greatnote collapsed:: true - This seems timely from @Jordan Peterson newsletter collapsed:: true - How To Handle Your Anxiety collapsed:: true - If someone's anxious about something, and it's getting in their way, you take what they're anxious about, and you define it. - Because that already delimits it, right? Because one of the problems with being anxious about something is you won't speak of it. It's like Voldemort. - And then, if you don't speak of it, it's way bigger than it should be. You've cut it down to size as soon as you start talking about it. - You're not as afraid of as many things as you think. And you're braver than you know and more capable. So, as soon as you're brave enough to start talking about what you're afraid of, you see that there's more to you than you thought and that there's less to the problem than you thought. - And then, you can deconstruct it further into smaller problems and then figure out how to approach those smaller problems. - It doesn't seem to me that you get less frightened. It seems that you get more courageous, which is way better than being less frightened because there are many things to be frightened about. - So if you're courageous, that really does the trick. - I was thinking about @Jordan Peterson dragon story interpretation and the Exaggeration of the mind. There seems to be a connects that’s almost contradictory. - JBP’s advise to identify and call out the dragon might as well be the source of power for the growing dragon. Attention is what makes the delusion stronger and JBP calls for attention. - JBP’s teaching way to solve the problem. Assuming the problem to be real. **He is making the plea to self delusion of ignoring problem. How do we then reconcile this with the self delusion of creating and imagining problems?** Hmm. I think I have defined the problem well here now. - If all problems are imaginary then this ignorance of problem is the ignorance of an imagined problem that is deep down thought to be real. Omg. And it’s made more real by ignoring it. Is this the double bind? - So then the root state of anxiety is the ignorance of imagined problem. - So then why doesn’t it disappear? - Hm. Because it’s not really ignorance in the pure sense of indifferent ignorance. There must be an attachment. Boom. Yes. It’s sweeping the problem under the rug and being attached to it as in too scare to look under it again. ==This is not ignorance. This is hiding.== - Boom. I solved it. - What JBP calls ignoring the problem is hiding from problem. An imagined problem. - The solution then is break this illusion and the needless hiding. - JBP is right until this point “And then, if you don't speak of it, it's way bigger than it should be.”, and then as if he misses a turn and recreates the misery he is fighting against: “It doesn't seem to me that you get less frightened. It seems that you get more courageous, which is way better than being less frightened because there are many things to be frightened about.” - This is JBP’s own psychological state - afraid of his imagined demons. - For when one sees through this illusion of our imagined problem there is no courage requires as only laughter manifests. Hmm. - 📖🍅🍅🍅**10:38 PM Lights Off** collapsed:: true - Brilliant day post vacation recovery. **Also no afternoon crash as I slept till 10 am**. Hm. Must train my body. - Rediscovered and Started A/Tai Chi as I sought a physical moment that shall instill and remind me of #jujutsu - Algorithms #practice/Reading📖 - Bought digital copy of Books/The Art of Computer Programming volume 3 to read sorting while on bed :). A review on Amazon said “This book will wake up the computer scientist in you!!”. Indeed. - moved to apple books; better - this book is not a book; it’s lifes work; i’m astonished at the meticulous work. - knuth interview- writing process - https://youtu.be/2BdBfsXbST8 -