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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: yes⚡️ pomodoro-blocks:: 11 wake-up:: 4 AM day:: Friday icon:: 📅⚡️🌟🌟🌟 - 🛏 🧘 4 - 5 AM: #meditation/invitation50 - **05:47 AM, day. Morning Pages** - Meditative Journaling - Try 1 min meditation and 1 minute journaling today. Time seems to rush after 7 iterations (14 mins). 1 mins seems to end as soon as it starts. Maybe I make the last one 2 mins. I shall end it as I feel the end. I felt it end after the second round of 2 minute meditation. I felt the urge to focus on journaling. The pomodoro starts now. - Mantra: The question is not 'Why'. The question is 'Who'. - I was angry and upset just 5 minutes ago writing a scathing slack message. Then I started contemplating...why.. why did I have to get angry... the whole cycle and thought process to no end. But as I soon as I ask 'Who' - I am out of the rut. - Who is such an important question. It brings me home. I dissolves the illusions of What, Why, When, Whatever. - Who reveals my true position. From there I can orient myself. Anything else if just trying to grasp air. - Morning 4 AM invitation was grounding. It did indeed reintroduce my mind to my heart. I can aware of the Self eveytime I close my eyes. - **Can you go against the voices?** - Yes, of course. Who am I? I go where I have to go. - **They open the door without knocking and just walk in right now. Does that scare you?** - No. But I feel I will have to put on an act to engage. I am not used to engaging people with the silenced energy. I imagine the reaction of being asked if something is wrong with me. For which I would not have an answer. I should. "This is me" - **What comes top of my mind?** - project review - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - do the project review - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - contemplate on the today's mantra - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** - Friyay :) - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - Intelligence. Super smart and bright girl. Picks up concepts and logic very quickly. Can connect the dots. Super smart analytical brain. Strong. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - Remind here of her good thing that I just wrote - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - I do not compromise with my heart - Feelings tell me if I need to pay attention. I listen. And I evaluate myself. - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** - Be Who I am - **Exercise Small Thoughts** - Be Who I am. The question is not 'Why'. The question is 'Who'. - #OMG. I can only be LOVE! id:: 632f90ec-906f-4cee-a8e4-414a439f86d9 - I imagined someone walking into the room without knocking the door. There is nobody in me to engage. For this I have to take shape. Which is not me. How do I then do anything or even move a finger in relation to another person. **I can only do it with love. It is the only thing without shape.** Boom. Then I can only love. For eveything else is not me. - ==My ANGER IS LOVE==. #Realization id:: 632f90ec-5908-4546-b4b2-cf11d141b97d - I habitually choose the wrong tool. Anger. As a way to craft my desire. This need for engagement, like the rage I had in the morning, is love. I can now approach it with out. I can go tell Alex G what I need to tell him with love. - {:height 171, :width 583} - ⚡️🙆 🧘 📓 ☯️ 📖 5 - 7 AM: practice/victoryroutine🌞 #log🪵/victoryHour💪 🍅🍅 - 🙆 25 mins Morning Yoga v2 #playlist/5AM - 🧘 25 mins Meditative Journaling - 8 x 1 - 2 x 2 - 📓 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan 🍅🍅 - ☯️ 5 mins Morning Tai Chi - 📖 25 mins #practice/Reading📖 - #Realization #Diary I find things I want - Cogito - complex C++ - COmpass - management learning - JOKR - hands on coding and freedom from meetings and calendar - What's next? - an infra to build upon for - 🌟 🖥 9 - 10:30 AM: P/Algorithms. Day 36. Maza as Gaya. 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Algo/Levenshtein Distance ✅ - Wow. This problem. I am reading this as I am reminded of pre this project Sid who would just throw the towel. Now I feel I can at least take on the challenge. Must be dp, yeah? - 10 mins: I am stumped. When I feel the solution is just going to exponential iterations, it hints from dynamic programming. Here, I am can't think quickly of what the smaller problem ought to be. Let's focus. - 30 mins: ok hint 1 made 2 d array. Can't come up with formula... this takes me to RIt and bezokova dp class haha. Damn. It's like back to school. We kind learned such hard shit. My god. - 37 mins: wow this dp shit is hard. I think a solution like this to come by your own self is a PhD thesis of some kind. So therefore this is true learning. You need to first know to understand, then you can come to it more naturally. Time to code it up. Let's see. - 59 mins: Coded it up. fun to code once you know the formula. This is the only #magiccode that can be allowed to exist lol. It will take time for the the uninitiated to understand. It has inherent complexity. - There is also a space complexity optimization to store only last two row of the matrix. Makes sense for very very large matrix and that's what algos are for really so I wouldn't call this lame. - - Algo/Number of Ways To Traverse Graph ✅ - Such hard problem. #algo/dp is an amazing technique. Really! All algos I thought I could never write! I have DP at my disposal now. Brilliant. I am fan! - 20 mins - I think I got the algo. - 30 mins -- hmm nope. I got the formula wrong. - Time up. Will come back to i later today. Fun problem. - 2 more mins on it. I got it! Damn! I feel so good. Good problem on it is really broken down into smaller one. - 🥣 📺 🍽 11 - 1 PM: Break Fast - #news #2022 Market Crash - Snap Kills Off Pixy, Its Flying Selfie Drone #The Big Idea - When companies spend less on future reinventions, they open the door to displacement. That’s the risk. “Their big competitors in three years are going to be built right now,” said one ex-Snap employee. “And there's almost nothing they can do about it.” - S&P at 3650 today - 🖥 🛠1:30 -2:30 More P/Algorithms 🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - did Amazing test coding round. Fucking annoying web app test environment. Argh. wanted to beat the shit out of someone. Anyway - refreshing the fucking browser is what helped. MOTHERFUCKER 🤬. Rage. - Took 1 hour to solve problem 1. Should be 25 mins. NOT FUCKING TYPESCRIPT! WTF. - Anyway - Coding Assessment scheduled for Oct 14th, 2022. I feel much stronger on coding on attacking these problem then I was before the Algo project. Also I find myself high proficient and cranking out javascript code. #log🪵/alwaysbelooking - 🏠 🔨 2:30 - 3:30 PM House Cleaning for Date Night :) - 🖥 🛠 3:30 - 5:30 PM: P/Expo App to AppStore 🍅🍅🍅🍅 - Got started again. But I am so stuck and not in flow. Debugging sound eh. Debugging health kit. All painful. Pausing it now Hm. Damnlol just wehn I was gonna give up. Breakthrough. Found the bug. Good learning. Audio wasn't playing because the simulator was in silent mode 🤦♂️ - Adding 1 more pomodor here in wrap up with 4 - 🛏 6 - 6:30 PM: #practice/Reading📖 - Books/Rules of the Game - Day 7: Opener - 🌟💪 6:30 - 7 PM: #practice/2WW💪 Pulse HIIT 10 mins | Leg & Glutes - 7 - 9:30 PM: log🪵/Date Night - @Places/Bodega, Boston - Amazing drinks and food. Better than expected seriously. Since we had 1 bar seat for first 20 mins. - ❌ Every Day Kaizen - 🌟️ Daily 5 - P/Accent Reduction With Gabe reach back out to Gabe and schedule session 2 next week. ✅ - P/Algorithms ✅ - expo app to appstore ✅ - P/Rules of the Game ✅ - Restarted the book - Plan Friday Friyay Date Night ✅ - Well. My assessment reveals dinner date @Home. I'll make the home ready for it :) - Roomba. Sheets. Flowers. Choose Wine. Music. Movie. Food. Desert. - Hmm. she wants to go out. Well. Of course then. Can't say no to a lady. - Staying local with Mexican - **22:00 PM Lights Off** - Solid Friday. I did not energy crash this afternoon. Pomodoro. Projects. Good stuff. - Everyday I keep coming closer and closer to more and more awareness. Thank you grace! - Tomorrow, Saturday, might be a victory day hmmm. I’m happy 😊