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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: yes⚡️ pomodoro-blocks:: 9 wake-up:: 5:45 AM day:: Tuesday icon:: 📅⚡️🌟🌟 - **06:54 AM, day. Morning Pages** 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be...∑ - #saiefamily collapsed:: true - I (saie) am inadvertently controlled by my parents. I listen to them and I don't want conflicts. But they insert themselves too much. Sometimes I am unable to point out exactly how and where but I feel the pressure on my head - hovering like a helicopter. I don't know what I can do about it other than tolerating. I let this slide despite my frustrations. - I (saie father) am answerable to eveyone about my daughter wedding date. They know that she is now living in Boston with Sid. Having no date leaves many things uncertain and is a source of anxiety and pressure for me. - I (saie mom) want to see saie get married asap. So that this is done without any hiccups. As delays worry me. - I (Sid) am getting worked up by pressure I feels on my head. An intrusive one from Saie's family. I see that Saie acts passive and like child to allow this intrusion of acting like a grown up and controlling the narrative. She can handle this properly if she is willing to confront it. I am frustrated as it is even hard to discuss this problem with her. She immediately shows hurt and gets emotional. She raises both her hands when I try to dig in. Saie needs to take responsibility or else I will. And it seems I have an internal fury that might get released which will inevitably leave some damage. - **What comes top of my mind?** collapsed:: true - Fury - I am laughing now as how confusing these problems are. ==The problems are confusing precisely because people creating the problem are confusing.==. They haven't thought about it. But then now I will have to being entangled in here. Fuck. How this reminds me of Compass. It didn't end well for Raju. Very quickly so, you know. - Maybe I should state my own perimeters. But then sometimes I feel I should be ruthless and let the fury out as I see it. This holding back is what is bothering me. - What am I holding back? collapsed:: true - Rage. Inadvertent interference in my life. - #saiefamily drame. Indeed a drama. It's a game. Really. - Again. I can't point finger at the root problem. Is it Saie? - That's the person I care about most. Hmm. Yes it is her. - Then I am holding back my understanding. My conversation with her. - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** collapsed:: true - Talk about it with Saie. Be #gentle. Hmm. Will do. Like a #johri - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** collapsed:: true - Double down on morning discipline. Yes. Do not relent on holidays or vacation days. Summer is over. - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** collapsed:: true - Time to work. - **What's one good thing about Saie?** collapsed:: true - She can surrender - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** collapsed:: true - Help her relax and feel safe at all times - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** collapsed:: true - A strong Adult - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** collapsed:: true - I would do nothing differently from what I am doing right now. I can't. - **Exercise Small Thoughts** collapsed:: true - gentle convo with saie over coffee on her family - ⚡️🙆 🧘 📓 ☕️ ☯️ 📖 6 - 9 AM: #log🪵/victoryHour💪 collapsed:: true - 🙆 25 mins Morning Yoga #playlist/5AM - 🧘 20 mins Morning Meditation - 📓 50 mins Morning Page & Day Plan 🍅🍅 - ☕️ 25 mins coffee with boo collapsed:: true - hard talk; I was gentle and that made me stronger hmm. - 📖 25 mins #practice/Reading📖 🍅 collapsed:: true - Books/Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintainance - ☯️ 10 mins Morning Tai Chi - 🖥 💼 9 - 10:30 AM: #workworkwork - ⭐️️ 🖥 10:30 - 12:15 PM: P/Algorithms Day 25. After 3 day break. Good recovery session. 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Algo/BST Construction ✅ collapsed:: true - I wrote it. 1h15mins. remove function which takes parent parameter. Passed all test cases. - This was HARD!. I wanted to give up so many times. I wrote the solution using my own logic. Took some help by peering at the solution and as all test cases passed without much debugging I feel #triumphant. A mini but good one. This shall keep me motivated. - Some hard hurdles that needed prompting for me was: collapsed:: true - acknowledging that this actually is going to be an ugly and entangled logic. Think of the logic for case by case i.e each edge case at a time helps. - The core trick on finding min value to replace a node. This is BST knowledge that I could not have come up in 30 mins. - The idea to pass the parent node. I would have struggled without it and would have tried to solve it without this hadicap - Small things like adding a simple recursive helper function to getMinValue collapsed:: true - Using remove() to actually remove the minValue as well - How to detect is current node is left or right of parent. These were all hiccups that I had to get through. - I shall #revisit this problem for an iterative solution next time around. - Algo/Validate BST collapsed:: true - Hm. Ok did seem easy. recursive validate. Wrote code in 10 mins but failing few test cases. Not sure what the catch is. But there is one lol. It's a medium problem. - Will time myself tomorrow. - 🖥 🛠12:30 - 2 PM: #secondbrain 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - NFL 2022 is back. How about boo and I get stakes on ground for this season? Get Boston Strong, eh? Good Name for the project. P/Boston Strong 2022 - kickoff. - On NFL 2022 - morning brew says "RIP Sunday plans until February 2023." haha. Good for boo then, eh? - Investment collapsed:: true - Spirity Cocktail came into my radar from Seedinvest for investment. Looked interesting. Then the CEO @Eric Knight reached out directly on #LinkedIn . Interesting. I don't know the next but I willing to shell out $5K or so for the right deal. - TODO take next DEADLINE: <2022-09-07 Wed> - P/Digital India - reached out to CPA form - Almir for advise on LLC structure and formation - TODO find another CPA id:: 6334c4e5-3673-47bf-bd34-031f0488e980 - P/EB1 US Visa - Respond to email on Stage 1 summary and next steps for stage 2 - P/YC Startup School - I have been prompted and feel encouraged to apply for 2023 batch. Hm. deadline Sep 12th, 2022. I thought deeply about taking the Tathata App as a venture. - Have asked time commitment questions to YC coordinator. Her response would help. - #log🪵/alwaysbelooking - Amazon recruiter reached with an amazing next step. Schedule 2 hour online coding anytime. This is nice. As this helps with my required action item for P/Algorithms. - Block Reference - Reached back out to her. I am planning this to be end of September. I am only 10% down medium problem right now. Ideally I complete it all? Lets go boy. Demolish this coding interview like a rock star. - 🥣 📺 🍽 2 - 5 PM: Break Fast. Long Break. collapsed:: true - #tv/madmen - S02 E01 For Those Who Think Young - Been smiling throughout the episode. What a manly respite from pansy annoyances. - Solid screenplay analysis video of madmen season 1 finale collapsed:: true - {{video https://youtu.be/uQ1Rbdi189w}} - Oppression is subtext #Realization #omg - What cannot be said is what scares us #boom - That’s how some people rule. By implying. - Literal words are then the American revolution against tyranny. Ouch. That’s science! - 🖥🛠 5 -6 PM: P/Expo App to AppStore collapsed:: true - Getting the bell sounds into the timer so I can start using it :). #dogfood - Found an org dedicated to a tool for downloading youtube videos. Glad I searched for the command line way. Tech/YTDL-Org collapsed:: true - [ytdl-org.github.io/youtube-dl/](http://ytdl-org.github.io/youtube-dl/) - They were taken down by DMCA by are were [reinstated in Nov, 2020 by Github](https://github.blog/2020-11-16-standing-up-for-developers-youtube-dl-is-back/) - Damn! DMCA has a Github repo where they commit all claims. Here is the one for ytdl https://github.com/github/dmca/blob/master/2020/10/2020-10-23-RIAA.md - CORRECTION: this is a public repo maintained by !DMCA people :) - "Inspired by [Lumen](https://lumendatabase.org/topics/1) (*formerly Chilling Effects*) and [Google](https://cloud.google.com/storage/docs/dmca), this repo contains the text of DMCA takedown notices and counter-notices we've received here at GitHub. We publish them as they are received, redacting only private information, as well as URLs reported but that we determined were not actionable under the DMCA." - Interesting concept of Chilling Effects - - SO what is the best audio format to use for mobile apps? - Aac? - TODO progsum this audio format summary from adobe https://www.adobe.com/creativecloud/video/discover/best-audio-format.html - ❌️🚶6 - 7 PM: #practice/2WW💪 - 🌟️ Every Day Kaizen ✅ collapsed:: true - Accent 2 min warmup ✅ - jujutsu tai chi today ✅ - ❌ Daily 5 collapsed:: true - Kickoff year end sprint. - Make Q3/Q4 plan till December. - back to emails #log🪵/inboxzero - setup work structure - leads project meeting, monthly 1:1s - Be more gentle today than yesterday. #begentle id:: 6395d2dc-312d-4284-8310-fe0c98db211f - #0 Inbox collapsed:: true - **08:10** quick capture: {{twitter https://twitter.com/fdellaert/status/1566854645800062976?s=12&t=xkREgzoxiMMTOCl1zqMiYQ}}