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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: no😵 pomodoro-blocks:: 2 wake-up:: 6 AM day:: Sunday icon:: 📅 - 🙆 🧘 📓 7 - 9 AM: Morning Routine - 🙆 25 mins Morning Yoga #playlist/5AM - 🧘 20 mins Morning Meditation - 📓 50 mins Morning Page & Day Plan - **07:47 AM, day. Morning Pages ** collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be gentle. - **What comes top of my mind?** - Egos. Attachment. I being the perpetrator - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - Practice the Gentle Way - Be gentle. Handle with delicate essence. Hmm. - The delicacies of life seem to sprout 🌱 open. - I feel more. I am not rushed. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?**** What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - Block Reference - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** - gentle - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - She is a warrior. - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - 9:30 - 2 PM: Cricket 🏏 Sunday - #cricket/indvspak - #eatingout bagels 🥯 - Dustin Roboto and Moppie Roboto init - #fap - 🛏️📖3 -5 PM: #practice/Reading📖 🍅🍅 - Books/Games People Play - Block Reference - On #rejection I get offensive. I’m difficult. Create difficulty and point out mistakes in others. - I’m sort of negotiating. If you gonna be a jerk then I can be double jerk. - If you reject me I’ll show you all the ways you aren’t perfect. Aww. - I guess I’m confirming my position to be loved. Unconditionally loved. Hmm. Is that my game? Seems like it yeah. - Hmm. #Realization this is my #professor - Aha. Found the game. The one I had identified earlier when i first read the book - #nigysob - Block Reference - yup for me it is the release of my full fury that mages me seek the game. all is well after that. i forgive and forget. - A part of it is me being butt of joke in school. Being skinny. Made fun of. Not being able to every do anything. Not able to be the aggressor. Hmm. I was rejected. I was hurt. I took on that pain to even crying and pleading to god. #doyouremember - I must forgive. Let it go sid. Now. -