Monday, July 25, 2022

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wake-up:: 12:30 AM
slept-for:: 5 h

location:: Home - Avalon, Boston
- 00:30 - 2:00 AM - up. Hm. 5 AM fitness room it iz. Reviewing the journal.
- Cities, NYC and Boston #Diary
- Life is a giant distraction. Therefore make a plan and stick to it. Arrive at the source. Aware of Awareness
- **05:56 AM, Monday. Morning Pages **
- Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold.
- I imagine my day to be aware of awareness
- I am more conscious. I respect consciousness in others. I just discovered #namaste
- We slept early by 7:30p yesterday so I have been up since midnight. I captured a lot of early morning thoughts on my crankiness, the consciousness of Boston vs nyc, and got more aware with peace of Christ.
- 🙆 🧘 📓 📖 5 - 6 AM: #log🪵/victoryHour💪
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- First vh at avalon Boston. Felt more real, more challenged starting this in the fitness room. Mirror helps.
- DONE Morning Yoga #playlist/5AM
- DONE #pranayama/nadishodhana
- DONE Morning Page & Day Plan
- DONE books/reading 📖
  - Was craving to read something on Boston this first victory hour at my new home - home. As Grace would have it. Walden landed on my lap as I read few pages of motorcycle maintainance that referenced it.
  - Books/Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintainance
  - Books/Walden
- 8 - 11 AM: Boo vacay for the week.
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- chilling and not giving into crankiness
- Get Starbucks perk for boo
- 1 - 6 PM: Pomodoro for house cleanup. Fight. #boomigraine. Crankiness showed its head again.
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- TV, internet, discard as many boxes as can
- fight
- #meaculpa
- 1-2:30 yc
- 2:30 - 6: chill
- 6-8:30 PM: jake and tony
- 8:30 - 11PM: boo time and house unpacking. Bought TV! 65 inch sony j90 oled #shopping
- **23:34 PM Lights Off**
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- P/First Weekend @Avalon, Booston
  - Vacation Monday. Cancelled trip back to nyc today as boo was down with her migraine #boomigraine. This happened just after our fight.
  - #crankiness I gave in, I observed it happen, thinking was closed and I was doing and acting out of compulsion. I was passive aggressive, taunting, irritated. I gave in to crankiness. It started with judgement. Judgement and rejection of kitchen stuff that saie brought. She felt it and pushed back, which hurt my silly ego. 
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		  I am aware of this habit now. I felt v bad to make her feel this way. I repent. I apologize. Done with the mind. Silence shall prevail. Silence. Silence. ==Keep quiet. Let clouds pass.==
- I took care of boo baby. I was so sorry in the afternoon. Poor girl struggling with migraine. She is fine now. And we Pomodoro to wrap of 3-4 boxes for kitchen and bathroom.
- Met @jake f and Tony today. I have actual friends in Boston. Isn’t that crazy. Jake is such a… old republican lol. Kids got something weird. Wakes up at 5 AM. OG American farmer?
- Night now. I shall see ya at 5 AM tomorrow.