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- **What comes top of my mind?** #selfinquiry - The annoyance. Push back and lowness I feel after the discussions yesterday. I feel rejected hmm. And then ego is bruised because I am their boss. id:: 63130fbf-52f1-46cb-9368-6a1756051547 - I am unable to think. I want to cry. - Ok. Maybe it hurts. Maybe I take the Pain - Yes. It's ok. :) - Come to think of it.. I feel they could have been nice about it.. Hm SId, have you been nice about such things yourself? Hmm. - **Didn't the team just throwback you own personality to you?** - But there is a difference. I take that if I am the subordinate. I take that if their position is of the commanding officer. - How is that not clear to people? How can they think to command back at me? I could never do that without ill faith. - Shall I shift away from #peoplefocus? Should I then orient to be #systemfocus? #systemfocus - I like the sound of it. - People focus is emotions. System focus is engineering. It is science. - Lol. Did I just discover Taylorism myself. But we know what happens with that. Leash people with metrics then you can get Compass culture. It again becomes people focused.. aha. System focus then is not Taylorism per say. - Maybe - One way or the other, I need to detach. Again the problem stems or the problem strikes me as soon as a I get attached. Detachment indeed than is the key. I wrote about it this day last month. Thank you #secondbrain. A great example for writing my thoughts - Let there only be on trigger - Trigger of Detachment - The problem is confounding. Our society and world is a battle of egos masquerading is a nice place. You "Do" - you suffer - ego will naver be satisfied, you divide, separate. You Don't - you suffer - other ego come and feed on ya, they crab you down. Therefore - "Avoid being an open book" - Block Reference - This might be my #kryptonite - Block Reference - I must conceal my intention because I turn open book when I attach, and my open book is my ego right now which shows my judgement. Attachment is Superiority then. #boom. This is with back as other egos rightly play their role. id:: 645fa815-9e08-454f-85ea-8d86bf35be18 - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** #Practice Detachment -