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location:: Home - Avalon 2, Boston victory-hour:: no😴 pomodoro-blocks:: 3 wake-up:: 10 AM day:: Thursday icon:: 📅🌟🌟🌟🌟 - ### Remember: - --- - ☕️ #tv/coffeewithscottadams - **10:26 AM, day. Morning Pages** - Hm. Lazy start. Blame it on the extra time I couldn't resist post dinner with Simon and gang. We are home by 10:30 am - too late. - Concept of the day Room Temperature IQ collapsed:: true - A comment on twitter thread I picked. Don't know what the author meant. But this means haha something to me. A #litmustest for Situational Awareness. I could score a person on this to calibrate my emotional response. #hmm. #itsbusiness - Cracking the Business Code - --- - #log🪵/ShutterUp🔓 - 🥣 📺 🍽 11 - 1:45 PM: Break Fast and call - 12:30: Accountalent - hm looks good $2400 flat fee for all year advise and tax filing. $350 for bookkeeping. AND we don't pay until tax is filed. Wow. hmm. - Need to vet another accountant and make the call. - 1:45 - 6 PM. Work Work and Work. - No response on my email on LCA yet #P/H1B Extension 2023. Giving it time. Will either be a gentle ping tomorrow or a hard email Monday next week - 2 PM #log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - DONE #log🪵/inboxzero - 🌟 🖥 4 - 5:30 PM : P/AI Expertise Day 86 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Practical Deep Learning for Coders Part 1 deployment cont. back to lect 1 and lec 2. Reading the book is how I grok stuff and watch the lecture for updates. - @Jeremy Howard is a genius. #Fast.ai is such a fantastic set of tools and library. It's just productivity 100x without diluting anything. Ok. But he is also the pro mask - one with a website and community - guy. Isn't that a #cognitivedissonance for myself? I can't resolve this issue by just assuming him to be deluded and mental you see. Not even tyrannical, as in not anymore than I AM! #hmm. - 5:30 PM #log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - #Mooji *Through the power and grace of the Master, the identity and personality that you feel is yours is becoming more light, ephemeral. One day you will inquire, ‘Who am I?’ but instead of an answer, an old perspective, disguised as a person, will no longer be found. In that moment you are established in your true nature* - #practice/systemcheck✅ - 🌟💪 practice/2WW💪 #yoga/5min-afterwork - #practice/taichi☯️ - 6:30 PM Evening Plan collapsed:: true - 1. washing powder nirma 2. man hai beer saven ka; accha, pyar se, mein bi mankeen ke saath; saie is gonna cook hmm. 3. reading and beer and then what can saie and I do together? - A Self Inquiry into Our Activity Together leading to Status and Acting #Status #Diary - I feel like stepping out with her; as in social things. doesn't have to be known people. Maybe it's just me. That energy I derive from being around people #hmm But you see a bbq in a convenient way would have bene nice. Status comes to mind. Yeah we wanna feel high status. And it's zero sum. So maybe I crave low status around to get the high. AND I dont' get enough of it with Saie? YES there is something definitely here. So what can we do? How do I drive this? - Hm. She aint' @anil sharma or any of my guy friends. We can fake status. lol - What does she need to become? maybe just learn to act. Status is perception. Perception can be and is created or at least be consciously crafted in the moment. YES. This act of creation by itself teaches awareness. TO create you need to watch and see. Maybe this awareness it self adds to Status. There is something here. - What can we do? #improv comes to mind. But I already hear resistance + we got kickboxing going on now. Shall I lead the way to acting? Be 200% Myself. Something says YES. Maybe I act. And I #reward when she complies with her high status moves. That will be a funny and attractive game in itself. - Look what I found as I googled 'how to act in everyday life' - Books/Acting Techniques for Everyday Life #bookAcquired - The review had me at **aware** - "I put down the book and hoped Jane Marla Robbins could hear my resounding applause for a job well done and much needed... This is one of the best books I have read in helping people become more self aware." - 7:00 PM #log🪵/ShutterDown🔐 - --- - 🌟 Every Day Kaizen - practice/accent - practice/inhale - practice/taichi☯️ - 🌟️ Daily 5 - DONE asses bofa debt situation and figure out balance transfer strategy for maybe 10 K id:: 65119bf6-1f33-4078-b7dc-36b6d241881a DEADLINE: <2023-10-13 Fri> - h1b stuff waiting on it. - eb1 stuff - one pomodoro :) ❌ - - **22:38 PM Lights Off** - Before bed yoga - Hmm. Shaam Kaise nikal jaati hain pata hi nahi chalta. I don’t particularly like it - yeh static type ka routine that kind of lacks juice hmm. You know what I’m talking about. Right now I’m irked. Because despite all that she can decide to just not talk, do her thing, complain and sleep lol. - Gave her the two choice - she didn’t chose to come close. Ok. I don’t think I can help her thinking of her as an angel. On the pedestal. Hmm. I be me. You be you. Just human at some level. Then I can treat you right. Will take the hurt. And won’t get #goofiness involved - Then - I have the #revelation - adding Manual for Life as a Social Animal - Women fake vulnerability; makes men do thing. Men crave the force to help, to conquer. Think sin city - Men inspire by talking about higher purpose. The calling. The place where we going. Inspire by wisdom. Lead. You can lead. That gets men to manipulate men. Think war style gang movie - So men manipulate men by being the ones who can lead to a destination - Women manipulate men by being the destination itself - How about men with waman? - Let’s see - women follow other queen bee women. With style, social sophistication. So overall status. That is a social way to stand out. Perceptive qualities. - Women follow men who show destination or are? collapsed:: true - #boom they follow men who can help them be the destination - Thus status. Think Kajol and srk in kkhh - So in summary - collapsed:: true - Attract men by pointing to destination. Lead. Tell them what to do. They gain by learning and doing. They fear losing. Show them the carrot. - Attract women by status. Be. Show them how to be. They gain by association. They fear exclusion. Show them the stick. - Last night I also realized many things I haven’t been for Saie - ==She wants a Sophisticated, Measured and Articulate man==. id:: 650dd241-c906-4652-84b5-a72e5f329e9b - I act the opposite despite having the qualities mostly because of my reactions to it hmm. Think coffee making process - I can be a better man for saie. Instead of asking for change from her to be my woman. How about I don’t leave a stone or at least fucking try to be her man first? Yes -