Friday, September 15, 2023

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location:: Home - Avalon 2, Boston 
victory-hour:: no😴
pomodoro-blocks::
wake-up:: 12:30 PM
day:: Friday
icon:: πŸ“…
  - ### Remember: Who is feeding the monkey?
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- #mooji/monkeyMind
- This was awesome. Just what I was feeling. Who is feeding the monkey?
- 🎢 πŸ“Ί β˜•οΈ 12:30 PM: Kicking off with hydra charge and #music/nachnaterenaal
- πŸ–₯️ πŸ“ž  πŸ› οΈ 1:30 - 4:15 PM. Work Work
- πŸ“ž 1:30 - 2:30 call with @Gabi JOKR. @Sven G is not mentally ok. Even Gabi finds him abnoxious and mentally overly anxious. Checkin in every hour on text. My god I am saved from is mental derangement thanks for Gabi. So I owe it to her.
- πŸ“ž 2:30 - 3:30 #logπŸͺ΅/t&e/ercanπŸ“ž
- **3:45 PM, Friday. Morning Pages**
- Wow. I felt baby eyes waking up at 12 PM :). Love it. I feel energy in the afternoon and can have a nice evening I suppose. Oh man. Maybe I need to systemize this. I prefer the #doe-eyes like that of @Bobby Deol lol and rich people types. Mushy Mushy. Pampered. Sleep is the ultimate pampering.
- #selfinquiry #Diary
  - Past couple of days have been a test. My Chaos Monkey test.
  - I didn't do the routine. Yesterday I drank, ate burgers and over ate, coded till 3AM ending with #sid/dakiπŸ’¦. The chat with @Raju Matta, call with #callπŸ“ž/parents will all moving in my head. I tested the system and my mind. I sensed the #chaos. Mind being pulled. Pulled here then there. I was aware.I couldn't focus. One thing and thought led to another, it as if I am pulled and being rotated inside a washing machine dryer, rotating like a ball.
  - This is how unhinged mind manifests? This is the flightyness and anxiety of being ungrounded.
  - Then as #Grace would have it, I listened to #mooji/monkeyMind and I found the question that I needed to find Who is feeding the monkey?
  - Identity. The Shape of I.
  - I ought to negate it by the power of observations. Observing it. It slowly dissuades. It doesn't nest. Hmm #profound
  - SO now I keep calm and carry on. NOT feeding the monkey. Be that #watcher cat.
- πŸ₯£ πŸ“Ί 🍽 4 - 6 PM: Break Fast. Ok. That was nice. Kitchen/Bread and Olive Oil has been my break fast consistently last month or so. Ordered a premium batch from @Bryan Johnson protocol site.
- 6PM #logπŸͺ΅/t&e/ercanπŸ“ž early wrap up
- 6:30 #logπŸͺ΅/ShutterDownπŸ”
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- Nice yum dinner boo doo
- πŸ–₯️ πŸ₯· 10:30 - 2 AM: At the hack table #practice/codingπŸ§‘β€πŸ’». #letsgo day 2 in a row
- 2:30 - 3:30 AM #practice/ReadingπŸ“– Books/Next 100 Years #bookAcquired πŸ…πŸ…
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