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location:: Home - Avalon 2, Boston victory-hour:: yes⚡️ pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: 5:30 AM day:: Thursday icon:: 📅⚡️🌟🌝 - ### Remember : #enemyisme - --- - ⚡️🙆 🧘 📓 📖 5:30 - 8 AM: practice/victoryroutine🌞 #log🪵/victoryHour💪 🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - #nowPlaying🎵 #radio/hindilove - ♛ 60 mins bathroom chess - A BIT TOO LONG. But I just couldn't get up - 🙆 15 mins #practice/yoga🙆 Breath and Flow/15 Min Morning To Wake Up and Energize - Another great session today. The flow charges me up and then I can be aware. This helped me realize #enemyisme - 🧘 5 mins #practice/breathing👃 - 🧘 10 mins #mooji/10mins-RemainAsYouAre - 📓 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan 🍅 - 📖 25 mins #practice/Reading📖 🍅 - **07:24 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - #nowPlaying🎵 #music/TheSongOfTheButterfly - I don't know the Path - This person ignited me. I can be him. Leaving this 'standard' living - the #America is a standard - I see the apprehension for me to live a life like that - smelling flowers, bhajan, tapasya, dhayana, sambhog, gana, bajana, pyar, geet, sur, tal, ras, leela, SUPREME, the bramha. - I don't know the path. How do get there. Hmm. If I knew I would take the next step. I don't know the next step. As soon I think of next step - a question arises - Do I really want this? Now my mind is blank. And I will get pulled by the existing system that works with standard. - The yoga this morning helped me realized #enemyisme. Mind has been judgemental. Strong preferences. I found Saie look ugly yesterday. It confused me. It was a jhalak as I saw her from a distance. Is this how she looks to otherS? Am I blind or biased that I don't see it? I remember what Anil's wife has said. I remember my own doubts - she looks good sometimes, and sometimes withher hair, and kidn of hate in her face, it comes across very unpleasant. I have had this thought on back burner for all through the years. - MaybeI thought she will change - Maybe I thought she is grow up and we change; I have changed; I have looked awful. But are these changing? More times goes by more clearly I see Saie very similar to her parents. Not a feature. - I can have an #AnalysisParalysis on this but to turn the tables - this #judgement, this #preference, this #standard - is the mind. It is created. It's a figment of my imagination. Like the catholics this judgement that I bestow on others will fall onto me by myself, a standard I won't be able to match. That's a recipe of miserable, anxious, guilty ridden life. Hmm. - #music/Mooji-InThisLove - Loose your self in love - #Mooji says reading the great sufi saint Rumi - What is your life about anyway? A struggle to become someone. #America is a standard - Running away from my own silence? Hmm. - I give up. I guess I had to be utterly disappointment with the mind. I will let you go. Judging, Evaluating, Sizing - aur kya? - Even your love is a facade. A word play for power and to feel good in self delusion - Fuck off. Everything you create that will come out of your mouth is a ploy. - I am here to loose myself in love. #nomind - - - - 👧 ☕️ 8 - 8:30 AM: #saie/bootime - 🥣 📺 🍽 9 - 11:15 PM: Break Fast. #tv/pbdpodcast & #tv/coffeewithscottadams - Got some bread and garlic. Fresh chooped in olive oil yum. Then fetta egg. Nothing this thing again :/ #Kitchen - --- - #log🪵/ShutterUp🔓 smile :) - First day of Part Time Job JOKR. I am OO today and tomorrow #wlb - 🖥️ 🛠️ 11:15 AM Work Work - ##log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - P/Mission Succeed - Discussion with Saie this morning. She joining #TrialAndError.AI and getting her H1b sponsored. Then she can quit! Hmm. - 🖥️ 🛠️ 12 - 3 Work Work. #practice/coding🧑💻 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - A/Ariel AGI adding woy. Wow Than 2.5 hours of just week of year calculation #fromscratch - 3 - 4 PM Break - 🖥️ 🛠️ 4 - 7 PM: ##log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - 7 PM 🌟💪 practice/2WW💪 yoga/5min-afterwork - #practice/taichi☯️ - 7 PM Evening Plan - Making dinner with boo. We sip wine. Play shadif kapoor tv show in background. Chat and romance. - Be aware. Remember - 7:15 PM #log🪵/ShutterDown🔐 - --- - 🌟 🖥 8 - 9:30 AM: P/AI Expertise - 🌟💪 practice/2WW💪 - 6:30 PM Evening Plan - ❌ Every Day Kaizen - practice/accent - practice/inhale - 🌟️ Daily 5 collapsed:: true - What is a tiny step I could make to achieve my goal? - Add #T&E/Week Of Year to A/Ariel AGI - 🌝**21:32 PM Lights Off** collapsed:: true - Before bed yoga - Old fashioned and pass out now - Coding takes a lot of time. The yak is think and shaving has begun. Many such layers of this onion that I seem to adding myself I dive and build things. The snatch of building and grokong from #sctrach. Today I learned how week of year is really a complex art. Subtle algorithm and not without set standards. - I shall keep the focus