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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: day:: icon:: 📅🗓⚡️🌟🌟🌟🌟 - **06:49 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - Remember: Orient Towards God #nowPlaying🎵 #music/raghupati-raghav - Good morning. Shiv ji wala roop le kar utha main. The morning routine, as I wrapped it, had it released out with few tears as I played #music/raghupati-raghav. The remembrance of heart without shields and defenses. The remembrances of being without pretense and taking shapes. #shivtandav - **Can you go against the voices?** Neither for, nor against. I am. - **They open the door without knocking and just walk in right now. Does that scare you?** No. But current time and space I want to be private. - **What’s going on inside me at this moment?** Awakening - **What comes top of my mind?** Staying Here - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** Slow down. No Rush - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** Getting things done - **What's one good thing about Saie?** Her cute body. Slim and adorable to touch - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** Lift her up - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** I don't play victim. where did it come from? #Diary - the belief – I can do it - from as far back I as remember 3rd grade patna, 6th grade lucknow, I knew I was special. hmmm. Special that is still to be unlocked. I knew I had to still do to realize and make other believe I was special. I believed I could do it. - I guess I pursued and accomplished goals. I had an internal monitor of this specialness. Ensuring to that my pursuit is happening. Ensuring my progress. Hmm. I was SEEKING. - I sought. I sought. I sought. Not satisfied with ready made answers. Not ready to accept a medal of specialness assigned externally. I had to self validate it. INTERNAL VALIDATION from first principles. I was guided by my heart. - I met osho, gang, usa, saie and my work life. Ups and downs, ebbs and flows. At the deepest of my troubles I found a way to rest. To find solace in Krishna Das music or just speaking and recording my self. Trying out things. TINKERING. - I somehow had a RECOURSE. A fallback plan or just in time plan to climb back up. I HAD A PLAN. - A PLAN. Not fleshed out. Not complete. But a PLAN OF ACTION to do the next thing at the least. - And this my MY PLAN. MY SCRIPT. I could not play victim as I owned my plan. I could not have given credit to anyone else. Even if it failed. Hmm. - This put me in the driving seat of my life. At lest the belief that I was driving not being driven. I could take turn. I could park. I could speed up. I could drive without a plan! #nice. But I was the one driving. - Thus, the belief that could steer if I want to. I can do it. I can win the race. #hmm - Maybe this is something I can teach and offer to others? - **Exercise Small Thoughts** - ⚡️🙆 🧘 📓 📖 5 - 8 AM: practice/victoryroutine🌞 #log🪵/victoryHour💪 collapsed:: true - #nowPlaying🎵 #radio/startofsomethingbeautiful - ♛ 20 mins bathroom chess. Lame. - 🙆 10 mins #practice/yoga🙆 - 🧘 5 mins #practice/breathing👃 - 🧘 5 mins #mooji/5min-immensityofbeing - 📓 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan - 📖 25 mins #practice/Reading📖 - 👧 ☕️ 7:30 - 8 AM: #saie/bootime - A/TrialAndError.AI - The trill of making a plan. Executing and just seeing what happens. Life unfolds. And I am deeply interested ^^ - Lazy all day - Copilot Agent kickoff RenovateAI App. Let's make an intelligent agent! - #newmax one day revenue $550 - 🌟 Every Day Kaizen - practice/breathing👃 - practice/accent - #Accent/L - sustains the sound - ulllllll. That's the diff between hindi l - 🌟️ Daily 5 - What is a tiny step I could make to achieve my goal? - ** ? PM Lights Off** - Before bed yoga