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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: day:: icon:: π πβ‘οΈππππ - My Daily Mantra: Vachan - I will not argue with other. I will not judge others - **12:33 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - Remember: No Rush - Good loving morning. - I learning about my big blind spot and desi men bias #Diary - I think I figured out the root cause of our fights - @saie and me - It was my reaction to her alpha position. I was got irritated by it, and it triggered me to retaliate. I hated being commanded or being put at a lower rung by beign told to follow her commands - that's how I felt it. And I became rude, direct, and rebellelious. I didn't approve of her authority. YES. That's it. ==I didn't approve of her authority.== #meaculpa - Then something hit me. I remembered how I gelled with @singhe - two alpha makes. I let him lead when he had to, respected and even supported his authority, and he always had my back and made me more alpha than I could have been by myself. Now isn't that crazy. I have adjusted my behavior to see @saie as an alpha partner. Now, why didn't I do this earlier? Or in fact, I thought I did, but this was my blind spot. A built in, I guess north indian, bias, and most of us Indian men have. We get triggered if women starts leading us... unwarranted. It's a mismatches and unresolved trigger in our energetic system. I see this in my father, I see it in @Raju Srivastava - had to not watch women cricket skit, and I see it now in myself!. I am not without my own bling spots and Unconscious Behavior Patterns - The times since yesterday have been a true partnership. Saie leads, I let her, I grant her authority and acceptance. I support. Two alpha people now stringer together isntead of cutting each other out. #boom - I have learned. - π§ βοΈ 10 - 11:30 AM: #saie/bootime bed and coffee @Places/Kicco, Boston - π€³ 11:30: call with #saiefamily. We are better in acceptance now. - π₯ π οΈ 12:30 - 1:15: At my desk. - P/4 Week Shred 2023 Day 5. Chest - π₯£ πΊ π½ 2 - 4 PM: Break Fast - π π₯ 8 - 9:30 AM: P/AI Expertise - π₯ π οΈ 4 PM: ##logπͺ΅/t&e/ercanπ - ππͺ 10:45 - 12 AM: #practice/2WWπͺ hell yeah. Gotta get it done. Feeling 2013. Itβs coming. - π Every Day Kaizen - practice/breathingπ - practice/accent β - This is nice setup to #kaizen this while working. Listening at 0.6x collapsed:: true -  - **01:22 PM Lights Off** - Good Saturday with boo. Workouts. Outings. Alcohol. Good food. -