Saturday, February 11, 2023

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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston 
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  - My Daily Mantra: Vachan - I will not argue with other. I will not judge others
- **12:33 AM, day. Morning Pages**
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- Remember: No Rush
- Good loving morning.
- I learning about my big blind spot and desi men bias #Diary
  - I think I figured out the root cause of our fights - @saie and me
  - It was my reaction to her alpha position. I was got irritated by it, and it triggered me to retaliate. I hated being commanded or being put at a lower rung by beign told to follow her commands - that's how I felt it. And I became rude, direct, and rebellelious. I didn't approve of her authority. YES. That's it. ==I didn't approve of her authority.== #meaculpa
  - Then something hit me. I remembered how I gelled with @singhe - two alpha makes. I let him lead when he had to, respected and even supported his authority, and he always had my back and made me more alpha than I could have been by myself. Now isn't that crazy. I have adjusted my behavior to see @saie as an alpha partner. Now, why didn't I do this earlier? Or in fact, I thought I did, but this was my blind spot. A built in, I guess north indian, bias, and most of us Indian men have. We get triggered if women starts leading us... unwarranted. It's a mismatches and unresolved trigger in our energetic system. I see this in my father, I see it in @Raju Srivastava - had to not watch women cricket skit, and I see it now in myself!. I am not without my own bling spots and Unconscious Behavior Patterns
  - The times since yesterday have been a true partnership. Saie leads, I let her, I grant her authority and acceptance. I support. Two alpha people now stringer together isntead of cutting each other out. #boom
  - I have learned.
- πŸ‘§ β˜•οΈ 10 - 11:30 AM: #saie/bootime bed and coffee @Places/Kicco, Boston
- 🀳 11:30: call with #saiefamily. We are better in acceptance now.
- πŸ–₯ πŸ› οΈ 12:30 - 1:15: At my desk.
- P/4 Week Shred 2023 Day 5. Chest
- πŸ₯£ πŸ“Ί 🍽 2 - 4 PM: Break Fast
- 🌟 πŸ–₯ 8 - 9:30 AM: P/AI Expertise
- πŸ–₯ πŸ› οΈ 4 PM: ##logπŸͺ΅/t&e/ercanπŸ“ž
- 🌟πŸ’ͺ 10:45 - 12 AM: #practice/2WWπŸ’ͺ hell yeah. Gotta get it done. Feeling 2013. It’s coming.
- 🌟 Every Day Kaizen
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  - This is nice setup to #kaizen this while working. Listening at 0.6x
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- **01:22 PM Lights Off**
- Good Saturday with boo. Workouts. Outings. Alcohol. Good food.
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