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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: day:: icon:: ๐ ๐โก๏ธ๐๐๐ - My Daily Mantra: Vachan - I will not argue with other. I will not judge others - **06:24 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - Remember: No Rush - Hi! Good morning. Mental Vision and Hard Mindset is real. Slept super later past midnight yesterday, was feeling tough, read @David Goggins, and I see the #presuation for waking up at 6 AM was already done. Now I am comfortably awake, - **Whatโs going on inside me at this moment?** - Act. The energy to do. A glimpse of Rest. - **What comes top of my mind?** - Wedding, EB1, Finding a Job - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - Sort the projects, get and take next action, run through timelines - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - #practice/stayatrest how? - being aware of the Act detach from the worldly Facts remember the True Pact Aware like the cat - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** - Just another day - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - Her love and unconditional support hmm. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - Make her coffee - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - I am not. - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** - NA - **Exercise Small Thoughts** collapsed:: true - Read some @David Goggins, Books/Never Finished - Sometimes, weakness and laziness are rooted in hate and anger, and until we receive the confession, apology, or compensation we believe we are owed, - That is a mental trap set by fear. We cannot afford to remain afraid of cutting away dead weight to save ourselves. Dead Weight - Block Reference <<<<<<< master - โก๏ธ๐ ๐ ๐ช โฏ๏ธ โ๏ธ ๐ง 6 - 11 AM: practice/victoryroutine #log๐ชต/victoryHour๐ช ======= - โก๏ธ๐ ๐ ๐ช โฏ๏ธ โ๏ธ ๐ง 6 - 11 AM: practice/victoryroutine๐ #log๐ชต/victoryHour๐ช >>>>>>> origin/master collapsed:: true - #nowPlaying๐ต #radio/monolink - ๐ 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan ๐ - ๐ 25 mins #practice/Reading๐ ๐ ๐ - Books/Never Finished collapsed:: true - My father never apologized to me. Nobody ever said sorry for anything I went through. I had to come to the conclusion that while I didnโt deserve any of it, I was my main problem and primary obstacle. Iโd given Trunnis Goggins all of my power. I had to take it back. I had to diffuse my demon. I had to shrink him down to the lowly, pathetic figure he was by humanizing him. Just as there was no other way to come out of the gauntlet that was my childhood except fucked up, I had to see that he was a mortally fucked-up piece of shit because of what he went through. Once I understood that, it was up to me to either do the hard work to break that cycle or stay cursed. - Block Reference - Books/The Obstacle Is The Way - ๐ง 45 mins #saie/bootime - ๐ 90 mins #Workout - P/4 Week Shred 2023 collapsed:: true - Day 1 - Back and Biceps - Before - After - Post workout thoughts - Deep. I found the depth of my soul. - The work has exhaustive. Finishing it. It takes all of you. The #best of me. Hmm - Listening to @David Goggins towards the end. You canโt hurt me because you donโt know the depth of the darkness I go though. I hurt myself. #Stay Hard - The ground I find is more solid and hardest rock. I can generate strength from here. Itโs the hard work and sticking to the #Discipline that brings it about. How can I ever compromise? - ๐ฅฃ ๐บ ๐ฝ 11 AM: Break Fast. Protein - ๐ฅ ๐ ๏ธ 11 - 11:30 AM: P/EB1 US Visa Call with @Martyana Ostapczuk collapsed:: true - Essential Capacity letters ready. Will be shared today. - Ali hasn't responded. Will share the letter with him directly. - ๐ฅ ๐ผ 11:30 - 12:30 PM: JOKR Leadeship meeting. #workworkwork collapsed:: true - Peeps seems to happy about 50 million raised for Brazil. Good hard work ot get it at 1.3 billion, seriously! - Wow eveyone saying goodbye! Time for job hunt! #thefuq lol - ๐ฅ ๐ ๏ธ 12:30 - 1:30 PM: Focus Work. collapsed:: true - #log๐ชต/alwaysbelooking - applied to one CTO position - [## CTO Series B IoT AgTech Start Up Fully Remote](https://www.linkedin.com/jobs/view/3417846420/?alternateChannel=search&refId=xFIzlNRYli3qifM0J0ywHQ%3D%3D&trackingId=%2F5Zlw2K%2FnZEqcRfU8B9bxA%3D%3D&trk=d_flagship3_jobs_discovery_jymbii) - CTO at Growth Day - VP of Engineering Flowspace - ecommerce fullfilment - sounds like JOKR should get me the job - Dir of ML at Kungfu.ai lol - ๐ ๐ด 1 PM: #powernap20๐ด. Beautiful, restful 20 mins. On the couch. - ๐ ๐ฅ 1:50 - 3:20 PM: P/AI Expertise. Day 27 collapsed:: true - Tech/Neural Networks Zero to Hero lec 4 cont. - batch norm took some mental strength. Once through, feeling good. - Learning pytorch. - Create Space - ๐ฅ3:20 PM: Lunch - ๐ฅ ๐ ๏ธ 4 - 5:30 PM: ##log๐ชต/t&e/ercan๐ - Snacks and chill - ๐๐ช 7:30 - 8:15 PM: #2WW #P/4 Week Shred 2023 day 1 pm calves, abs cardio - ๐ Every Day Kaizen - practice/breathing๐ โ - practice/accent โ - starting R again. Th has fitted well. Internalized - 8:15 - 9:15: post workout protein, shower and boo - โDaily 5 collapsed:: true - jobs โ - apply apply apply - wedding - make a trello board - eb1 - article 2 and 4 revision; re-ping ali; expert letters - trial and error - roadmapping and sprint and metrics organization - ๐**21:15 PM Lights Off** - day 1 #P/4 Week Shred 2023 and Ib already feel transformed - have 1000 calories burned - waking and moving with purpose - boo not making me weak - @David Goggins keeping me at the edge - looking forward to day 2 - TODO the sync is out of whack