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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: day:: icon:: 📅🗓⚡️🌟🌟🌟🌟 - My Daily Mantra: Honor the present moment - **10:00 AM, day. Morning Pages** - Remember: No Rush - Tormented collapsed:: true - Incompetence is blindness - What is this trigger feeling all about? What is the underlying message? - I don’t care - Who is it impacting upon? Who is suffering ? - It has nothing to do with me - But who is suffering? - Mooji/Dealing With Strong Emtions - Ok - Ok, slept over it, reflected all morning and I blurted it out - Uncle, aunty, meant to tell you something that’s on my mind and deeply unsettled in my heart. - I’m going to be direct about it as I genuinely respect you and I would rather speak the truth than hold resentment. - I think I would appreciate if I’m treated like an adult in our conversations and our relationship. Last nights call and many other times I have felt totally dismissed and treated like a child. Not saying it’s intentional but that’s how it has been especially in group settings. I also want to urge that there is also a need for genuine care shown on your side about my feelings and thoughts. A - I understand that kids are always kids for parents. I’ll always be a child to my parents. But my parents don’t dismiss my thoughts and options outright. They listen when I have something to say. I would like the same with you if we desire a two way relationship and not a one way myway-highway. This obviously would not work and I am sure you both will agree. To state a small example from yesterdays call - When I was trying to understand when exactly I would need to wear Mundavli it got confusing. With uncle you saying - “we will decide that after you enter mandap, we will also decide before” Even this was a joke it didn’t answer my question properly. And if the answer is the you will “decide” for me then you are grossly mistaken about who I’m as a person. - I talked about safa. But none of you showed any interest or any care about what I’m feeling, or how I want to look or if there is anything at all in mind that I want. - We had similar conversation about my outfit for wedding. Where you suggested “just don’t worry.. we will buy it.. just wear it… change clothes“ etc - You called me few weeks ago one day 8 AM and asked me to select sherwani there and then on a video call while I was half asleep. With my parents there as well which I was surprised about. Then you showed me 2 sherwani and said don’t worry, we will do it later when Saie is on the call. We never did that and I don’t even know what your plans are. Then why did get me on video in the the first place? And why rush such things and put pressure like that? - I went ahead and shared a picture with you so you understand and don’t accidentally buy anything without speaking with me especially. This is not the treatment I expect. - It’s only a pressure for me because I respect you and you have a place of authority in my life given our relationship. I urge you be to be sensitive to this. - There is no communication, clarification of intent and understanding between our words and actions. There are many times we get surprised by things and strong opinion that come out of no where. Which unfortunately feels like manipulation. - And I’m ready to compromise and walk 10 mile on my end but I need to see and feel the same on your end. Maybe it’s not obvious to you but there is needs to some appreciation shown on your end for the work we have put on planning the wedding. Otherwise all our conversations are diktats coming from you about your thoughts, your wants, your desires without empathy or consideration for any of our feelings. At least that’s how it’s received. - In all, I wanted to be blunt here so sorry I some of my words are direct and pointed. Some of these maybe moot points and maybe even obvious but I just want to state the obvious for a change. - 4 PM: All is well now. ==The message was delivered.== #saiefamily. Thank you #Mooji - 4:15 - 4:45 Daily Tasks 🍅 - 🖥 🛠️ 4:45 - 6 PM: ##log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - generating 3 renders for users - 7 PM: Focus Time 🍅 collapsed:: true - #JOKR #metrics #A/TrialAndError.AI - iOS Downloads - 1 Million from April 2022 (2.0 launch to now). Retention is bad - day 1 17%, day 28 - 4% -  -  - 50% conversion at peak. Overall average 9% - - 🌟 🖥 7:45- 9:15 PM: P/AI Expertise. Day 15. Love it. 🍅🍅🍅. Recursive Tech/Backpropogation #FTW - Thank you #Algorithms #P/Algorithms - 🌟 Every Day Kaizen - practice/breathing👃 ✅ - 5 min - practice/accent - 🌟️ Daily 5 - un-torment ✅ - kaizen - 90-90 - payment - close renovate aIU