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wake-up:: 3 AM slept-for:: location:: Home - Eugene, NYC - **05:47 AM, Thursday. Morning Pages ** - Mantra: Block Reference - I imagine my day to be High Status - ==#highstatus is working. It is my anchor to #NOW.== #P/Playing High Status - Great victory hour routine today that came organically with yoga, pranayam and pure awareness meditation. - Slept early, dozed off by 10:30 PM yesterday, and was self awake at 3. Seems body is ok with 4.5 h of sleep? I feel rested. I imagine to be energetic in the afternoon and avoid lazy lunch hibernation. Shall hibernate with evening meditation to kickoff wind down like yesterday around 6:30 PM. - 🙆 🧘 📓 📖 5 - 7 AM: #log🪵/victoryHour💪 #bhairav 👿mode collapsed:: true - DONE Morning Yoga #playlist/5AM - DONE #meditation/pureawareness - DONE Morning Page & Day Plan - DONE books/reading 📖 collapsed:: true - Books / 12 Rules for Life - ☕️ 7 - 9 AM: #morningnap - 🚶 🥣 9:30 - 12:00 AM: P/Lost Passport collapsed:: true - Omg. Life throwing tantrum. Haha. I got this. Will get it notarized from Jersey city. - #P/Playing High Status leads to exhaustion id:: 62e64cb8-16c3-46d5-85fb-88cf274db1dc - Operating around people with high status took energy to the point of being exhausted. Seems like picking up fights lol. Like teenagers days — tera baap hoon main 😂. - Strangers battle for dominance. I see more obviously now. The lobster 🦞. The interaction both at CVS passport lady and UPS was strange to me. I came in high but I think they neutralized me. Kudos to America for uplifting their lower middle class people as such. I wasn’t lowered and the interaction was smooth after I adapted and they lowered as well. - Block Reference - DONE Break Fast 🥣 - #chickennwaffle @Places/Chicken n Waffles, NYC - DONE meditation mooji/invitation 🧘 - 🖥 🛠 12:45 - 2:45 PM: collapsed:: true - React Native JSI - Bought [Tutorial](https://ospfranco.notion.site/ospfranco/React-Native-Hitchhiker-s-Guide-bf0aa5ee5fd64aed8cdd776cba6f9b97) - Asked for refund. Paid $10 for dude's blog post that he already has it for free! Damn. I should sell posts. If 100 people buy he makes $1000. - Not feeling motivated. The inertia of getting started with software projects... ugh. - 3 - 5 PM: P/Lost Passport. Get Notary from NJ. collapsed:: true - Done. I’m so fucking charged. Not clear to me if this is pleasant. I’m aggressive. High Status comes with…. adrenaline. #highstatus - Cancelled Planet Fitness #lifeachievement - 📺5 - 6:30 PM: TV, chill - 🏀 🍽️ 6:30 - 11 PM: basketball and dinner collapsed:: true - Dinner with boys at Spanish diner Hudson mall - Feedback: Sid is so confrontational - I did what I did. Could I more polished? Hmm. Yeah. Polish is high status. Hmm. Polished speech words and tone. #P/Playing High Status - To note: how quickly they accepted the status and dominance hierarchy! Boy. I was almost scared and taken aback. Would people in India accept it that readily as well? Now I think yes. It’s something I knew too, no ? What the difference? I guess I’ve arrived to it by myself. Coming full circle. Well whatever. It is what most people somehow know at the bakc of their mind. - ~~Make Bed~~ - ~~Yoga Morning Yoga or series like P/Yoga - Ignite (28 days) 🧎~~ - ~~Morning Apple Cider Vinegar (ACV)~~ - ~~Shower 🚿~~ - Tasks collapsed:: true - DONE Project Review - send emails where needed - DONE Plan visit for passport photo and attestation id:: 62e26064-fbfc-4e2f-acfc-9a138c7a7060 - #sid/2013 was really #highstatus #Thoughts #P/Playing High Status - Connect with Googler. Meeting @Pablo Guevara #log🪵/alwaysbelooking collapsed:: true - Sr. Manager - Cloud. Brooklyn, NYC. - Team size is bigger - 9 is avg team size and go upto 12. - Lots of paper trail for performance management - Many teams responsible for velocity, SRE and testing. SRE at times could own the operations including pager. - Interview - First call with HM. May require coding or wave it. - Some get option to do code review rounds. - HM are inspired to have their own process for hiring. Use their judgement. Lot of leeway. But, decision is done by committee. HM writes a packet. - Design session was deep. FB young peeps. Amazon very structured - micromanaged by principles. - People are extremely nice and kind. Meetings might have debrief meeting for being more direct. - - - **23:30 PM Lights Off** collapsed:: true - Night. Not easy with #P/Playing High Status. I am starting with 101, opening old wounds, and weak muscles that needs exposure, stretching and development. Exhausted, pissed, annoyed and then feeling unpolished and rookie after dinner with bb boys tonight. Maybe it’s alcohol right now. I am ok. Feels ok a day but…. Nvm, I let it go. - Feeling down today. Tearing up. Saie giving me the low status. I’m v angry at her behavior. I’m tired. Exhausted. She has a week off in a new home in Boston - and she has reason to be upset? Because she has to unpack? Or pickup heavy deliveries? Omg… really? Tch. Nope. I refuse to tolerate this. I feel being misused. Being mistreated. I wanna text her to tell her. The bairav is angry. But… Silence. Sid. Keep Quiet. Hmm. #saie id:: 62e9cdc6-4af0-44ae-9e48-18d6334dae6a - Need to not forget what saie made me feel today and how she treated me all day. No cuddle only when yoh want it .