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wake-up:: slept-for:: location:: Home - Avalon, Boston - **06:23 AM, Sunday. Morning Pages ** collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be... - As if I can only be Self at my own home #Diary id:: 62f02fe9-f03d-46f7-bcca-cc96374e0144 collapsed:: true - Snoozed past victory hour thinking to sleep another few hours. But wide awake and here at 6 AM. I wanted 7.5h of sleep. But.. whatever. I like how awake I’m right now. - I just remembered the excuses my mind found to not leave bed at 5 - I need more sleep, there is no yoga mat for yoga. #excuses - I see what stress and tiredness did to Sid yesterday. It made him quirky, impulsive and annoyed at all things especially his boo. He wanted things his way and forgot all about acceptance. With no energy to resist all that is left to manifest is anger and annoyance as tools for control. Hmm. #crankiness - My back hurts sleeping on this memory foam. - I feel full from yesterdays shwarma wrap. That was unplanned. Too full. Last minute impulsive. In fact, it was suppose to be my fast day. It bothers me because I don’t feel like brunch today which was the plan. - Did I really have to forgo my routine in this move and day out of home? How did I accept this compromise to easily to the point of forgetting it altogether. ==As if I can only be self at my own home.== **That’s the bloody root cause. If I compromise my routine and way of life in such a way to discard it altogether, how am I discarding my being?** hmm. Stay with being. Don’t blame this on saie or anybody else. Sid is being weak. In fact, Sid is not being, thus weak. - 📓6 - 8:30 AM: reflection time, day plan - 😴 8:30 - 10:30: #morningnap - ☕️ 🥣 12 - 1:30 PM: Break Fast. Mike’s pastry because. - 💆💆♀️3 - 5 PM: #Massage. Ah-mazing. 90 mins Thai. - Dman those point pressure on glutes and stretches. I am coming back. - 🛒 🍽 5-7:30 PM: grocery and dinner @Places/Guy Fieris Tequila, Boston - 😴🍸7:30 PM: Sid and Saie pass out on floor bed id:: 62de27f3-526a-4358-9023-4cec39a5cc7f