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wake-up:: 8 AM slept-for:: 6 h pomodoro-blocks:: 7 - Location: Home - Eugene, NYC - **08:36 AM, Saturday. Morning Pages ** collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be... - I get knocked down but I get up again. And I…. Let’s not do anything that is not on firm ground bla bla.. but that’s what leaning from edge feels brah… not on firm ground. Maybe maybe… this is it… this storm in a teapot. Right. IT IS NO BIG DEAL I am Indian. Desi mentality. Make big deals. Lol. - On Leo - “we are all just winging it” collapsed:: true - hmm. The opposite extreme. No deep friendship. No strong symbols. Is love a big deal? Saie fought for her love. It has hit me deeper than any thing else. Can’t ever forget. It was not no big deal. Neither was it big deal. There is no deal. Life is not a deal. Its not a transaction. What is it? - Block Reference - Maybe this entire proejct #P/Rules of the Game is flawed. I went out there last night precisely to not make big deal, which was a big deal for me. So the most important thing for me last night was to not make the night important at all? id:: 62d34387-bde3-403d-9947-b7282b732b8e collapsed:: true words. You can unpack this sid. Get more word. Keep quiet. The mind likes the contradiction. - Block Reference - 🛌 8 - 1 PM: on the bed. #lazy #hungover #fap collapsed:: true - DONE Morning Page - DONE Day Plan - Spent 3 hours researching #massagetherapy for the aroused mind. Leo pointed at Spa 34 yesterday. Will check it out before leaving NYC. #private - DONE meditation mooji/invitation 🧘 collapsed:: true - This was deep and powerful. It got me to recognize the storm in the tea pot. - 🛌 1:30 - 4PM: on the bed, #afternoonnap😴 - 🛌 4 - 5 PM: - 🥤📺 5 - 7 PM: coke and pepsi with @Scott Adams #tv/coffeewithscottadams - He seems to building a narrative on human and social level dangers of AI and Metaverse. I have started collected them at Block Reference. This one hooked me offer a tweet response: Block Reference - ☕️ 🍅 🍅 7 - 8 PM: #P/Rules of the Game at #Places/Manhattan West Let’s wrap day 2 today. Come on man. Give me people to talk to. collapsed:: true - DONE Caffeine - cold brew time - Wow. That was a long hour. I got a lot done lol. - 🍅 🍅 🍅 8 - 9:30 PM: #journaling - 9:30 - 10:45: boo time - 🍅 🍅 10:45 - 11:45 PM: #journaling - **late night Lights Off** collapsed:: true - Calling it out from desk here, will dim the lights but I think I will be sleeping late today given the long bed dat and afternoon nap. Looking forward to reading before I doze off - I am happy about closing the loop to last night event with I learned to Smile. This is profound self realization. Smile, Belonging and Status id:: 62dff8f3-3bd8-40bf-875d-00a8bd1a8f8a - I feel calm in my mind. I’m looking forward to coffee and bagel #@Places/Daily Provisions. I am looking forward to smiling and continue small talks with “strangers”. Looking forward to Block Reference as I didn’t shower tonight lol. - It’s easy and doesn’t take much time or activity for mind to get disturbed. Let’s keep quiet. I did this morning. I had a great Saturday 👍 - #Realization collapsed:: true - I course correct myself id:: 62d34387-628c-4c0a-8ab9-0db4f6aa5782 collapsed:: true - Recent examples: 1. Did it with Leo. Block Reference 2. Did it at JOKR. Block Reference It is with people. Maybe I misunderstand peoples actions at times or read too much into it. Hm. Saie once reminded me how I mistook people. They all care more than I think they do. But I was deluded by Raju. I wanted him to care. Ignored all red flags. Let him exploit me. Hmm. This is mind jumbo numbo. Literary can’t think . - - ~~books/reading 📖~~ - ~~Yoga Morning Yoga or series like Yoga - Ignite (28 days) 🧎~~ - ~~Shower 🚿~~ - ~~Break Fast 🥣~~ - ~~Make Bed~~ - ~~Morning Apple Cider Vinegar (ACV)~~