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- That mofo! I allowed bad actors ot low ball me
- unexpected ridicuous beavhiro
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- 'Lets do dya after tomorrow 8pm ET'
- I fucking helped this guy on his RFE response. No gratitude, no thank you, no consideration of my schedule. He telle what works for him, so I should work my calendar for him.
- Then there are other in the #h1bfounder.com gorup bas apni lal. 2 ko nikala last week.
- ISko dekho - dropshipping ki baatein ki, wanted to get him on a call,
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- Chitya kaat raha hai merA?
- What am I expecting?
- From the first guy
- 'hey sid, thanks much! does Thu 8 pm work for you? Tomorrow could be tight. '
- and maybe soem curiosity towards what we will do on the call.
- Second guy - well nvm, nothing really wrong, but maybe not trying to be clever. Outshining the master.
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- So am I the master? Hmm. Feel that way. I feel vindictive over these behavior. Lol. "You will never get promoted" is what runs in my head. It's funny. But do they not understand my position? Will I act like this to a group founder, who started the company, i shelping everyone, has a top class career?
- What am I missing?
- It's not everyone, I shall note, many are filled with gratitude, and I alway keep a keen eye on good apprentice, I am there for them when they are ready and if they can take it.
- But some of these guys --- I call them #guttermind. I mean look at this dude who got the H1b. Not a single thank you or note back just commands and deamands. Lol. I can only laugh.
- But I am also pissed. For Did I #openmykamino?
- You see the group is a bit purposeless. I wanted to kick off #h1bfounder.com site but it's been not a priority. This weakens my position. What am I really doing there? Monthly calls feel adhoc. I answer same questions. I haven't created the FAQ doc or video depsite announce few times. This makes me WEAK. Hmm.
- But why shoudl it? Why do I feel obligated?
- IF it's my promise. Maybe I shoudln't promise. Hmm. Hmm. Hmm.
- There is somethin in there. THe promise.
- I painted the vision ot the h1b admin bitch women. I got her hyped. Then I canned the non profit idea. But it make me weak. As if I owed her something. hmm. Did I promise somethign? Maybe. The promise of future. Hmmm.
- Same with Adesh. I did paint a vision. But I had to retract back defensively. I promised him the vision but we are in working condiiton so he wan't blind to such faith.
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- Ok. So I am failing. No unexpectedly. As this is a trial and error approach. I over extend at times. I course correct. Hmm.
- Can I make my approach better?
Can I reduce the pain and bitterness I feel?
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- It's the revenue and profits - in business that allowed us to fail and fail without crying. I looked the number, I knew we are on the right path. I knew we can try again. I knew I was winning.
- What's the revenue equivalent in life?
- What am I striving for?
- What's profit in life?
- The economic energy.
- Wouldn't that be my time?
- Yes. The quality and quantity of time
- So what I am striving for is quality and quantity of time in life.
- Let's call that - Q^2
- So if I look at Q^2 of life, do the issues still make me cry?
- They infact do for precisely affecting the Q^2. ==It wasted my time!==
- Why hurts me most is the waste of my time. ==The degradation in quality.==
- The promise then was my time commitment. I underestimated it. **And then did I devalue it?**
- I was trying. It was an experiment. So that's ok. **But I forgot my purpose.** . **An I degraded my Q^2**
- Grace poked my right. I am awake now. I shall enjoy my night now.
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- Thank you 🙏
- #om🕉️