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icon:: 🙏 type:: project status:: archive sort-key:: 2023.03 start:: Jan 31st, 2023 end:: Mar 24th, 2023 duration:: 2m score:: 😓😓 - Project Summary - Score 2 out of 5. - #mom & dad were here for about 20 days or so for The Wedding. We lived together with #Saie Parents for over a week post wedding. Great wedding. They are proud. But our relationship was tested and many lessons were learned by me. I hope this is growth and maturity. - Unique project where I achieved the purpose but none of the outcomes. I take responsibility for what, how, why, whatever my parents felt. They left with a sour taste. The estrangement was laid bare and captured with Fight with brother Manish. - I expected a lot of what I can do and how I can keep my parents happy and excited. As days go by I find how limited I am in my maneuvers. - I often think about this trip and what and what not's. For one, I will be more aware and conscious in ways I speak next time. But I do not yet feel capable of creating comfort and joy around me. I do not know what activities to undertake with #saie, I and family together. It's ok. Nobody expects this or anything other my me. - As of Feb 22nd, 2024 my relationship with @manish sarasvati are ok. It's formal but casually formal. We don't talk about the fight. I think we can move on. I am happy to oblige. I am happy to listen. At the same time I still struggle with his behavior towards me. The things he says. The remarks he makes. The lack of interest and big-brother-love he ever shows. I am no better. Fight with brother Manish - {{embed Block Reference}} - Some reflection is needed - #lesson - was I aware - mom being aloof - the Fight with brother Manish - I let mom and data travel to NJ by themselves. I booked the hotel. But should I have not gone? - I interjected and correct dad few times - I casually called my mom on her jacket, -"yeh kya pehna hai" - in front of #saie that hurt her deeply. - dad told me how he didn't feel much - sour taste - things felt sour the first time - but I defended my relationship - v interesting. I sitll love em - **Outcome Visioning** - **Purpose** - to capture things and be concious about the trip and needs ✅ - allow me to plan things efficiently without creating anxiety as it's Saie and me together, no me alone ✅ - **Outcome** - parents are happy, live happy, enjoy the trip, 🤔 - we strenghtned a bond 😓 - Saie shares a bond 😓 - wedding happiness 🤔