P%2FDeida - The Superior Lover

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type:: project
status:: active
sort-key:: 2023.07
start:: Jul 26th, 2023
estimated-end:: Aug 13th, 2023 
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next-action:: think of the question to ask.
- **Next Action**
- DONE update purpose and outcome for P/Deida - The Superior Lover
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	  CLOCK: [2022-06-27 Mon 10:28:07]
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- **Important Dates**
- Jul 26th, 2023: project init
- Aug 9th, 2023 LIVE with @David Deida 2 - 5 PM EST.
- **Outcome Visioning**
- **Purpose**
  - Unlock the stagnant no sex situation with Saie
  - Learn my sexual ways. Breathe better to feel stronger in my genitals.
- **Outcome**
  - Saie and I have sex with me cumming inside her
- Project Summary
- Started this project on Jul 26th, 2023. $600.
- Long call. But I got my question in. This changes everything. IT was so connected with inhales. I knew the problem. I found the solution.
- Wins
- TODO Project Wrap Up
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  - TODO Extract and Create Information Packets
  - TODO Clean up
  - TODO Write Summary
  - TODO Add any relevant tags
- ### Resources
- https://www.deida.training/account/login
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  - Revised Question
  - I've noticed an imbalance in my breathing where my inhales are shallow, but my exhales are long and relaxed. When I consciously try to inhale deeply, it feels blocked, and I often feel choked the more I focus on it. I'm also struggling in the practice due to this breathing pattern.  In addition, I've recently observed that my voice becomes tired and raspy during online meetings, and I feel a fatigue in my throat that seems to be connected to my shallow inhales. I often catch myself holding my breath while speaking, as if I have clenched the energy around me.
    - Can you help me understand why my inhales feel blocked and what I can do to balance my breathing during practice?
    - Do you think there is a connection between my shallow inhales and my vocal tiredness? If so, what voice therapies or techniques might be useful to alleviate these symptoms?"
  - Question:
  - I have a shallow inhale where as my exhales seem to be long and relaxed. During the practice I try to inhale hard, force it, but it feels like a block. In fact, it seems the more conscious I become of my inhales more of the choke I feel. I don't feel the energy going down, definitely not in the balls, therefore I don't get an erection during the practice until I watch some imagery. This helps get full erection but I see that my exhales deflates this as rapidly as well. So my practice with imagery become strong erection on inhale with a strong urge to ejaculate then rapid deflating of this energy as I ease into my relaxed exhales. After which I then have to stroke fast with the inhale to get back the erection. Can you help assess and maybe guide me here?
  - On a related note - in recent years, my voice gets very tired and raspy when I speak a bit in online meetings. The fatigue and tiredness of the throat feels somehow related to my shallow inhales. Often I have become aware that I hold my breath when speaking. It's as if my body stopped breathing and I have clenched the energy all around me. I wonder if there is relation between this vocal tiredness and shallow inhales. Are there any voice therapies that could help?
  - Notes
  - inhale is shallow; exhales is long and can relax easily; been meditating; focused on exhales and relaxations
  - I try t inhale hardl can feel in the belly, but I don't feel energy going down below that; not in balls; it's been difficult to break this barrier advance here
  - vocal tiredness - haven't got to doctor; part of me feel it's because I clench my throat just as I clench my abdomen when focusing on anything. It almost I am not breathing when speaking. Wonder if there is a connection
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