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- I feel behind on tasks. Need to get stylized pictures for the app. Then I had this #dream again, brother getting all super aggravated and charged, sid taken aback as to this reaction for just his mere words. Family silently watching or being not on my side. As I reflected on this upon waking up, I realized - that it is #notmytask to calm and have elder bro control his emotions. All that goes through him might be real but that doesn't make it true. hmm. - I feel vulnerable at this moment as I ponder this. I guess I have seated emotions from past experience. Seated vulnerability and hurt. Maybe a bit of shock and fear. Yes, he did scare me with his unpredictable rage. Although, my family was very good. Loving, kind, and I was mostly happy - getting to do what I need to do, I was rebellious, and I never felt I needed to prove myself. I knew my parents would love me no matter what. I wonder why my dreams keep taking me back to these childhood fights.... and mind you these were teenage issues what I believe most siblings go through. Am I just imagining these with big words like 'scars', 'trauma' -- this ain't no trauma for sure - it's was a sibling rivalry. Ok. Enough. How about grow up Sid? Hmm. - - I feel behind on tasks. Need to get stylized pictures for the app. Then I had this #dream again, brother getting all super aggravated and charged, sid taken aback as to this reaction for just his mere words. Family silently watching or being not on my side. As I reflected on this upon waking up, I realized - that it is #notmytask to calm and have elder bro control his emotions. All that goes through him might be real but that doesn't make it true. hmm.