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- A #selfinquiry on the bothering mind after meeting with sven and mili about tolga on Jul 21st, 2022 - is this a storm in a tea cup? - Yes. It was. I got overly engageed. Beahved unconciously int he meeting - hm. This unconciously behavior on my side is bothering me. - Learn from it. All the rest is just imagination that will keep changing. - Start with Doubt -- then ego expolits that. Put a helping hand forward. I jump into the shape. Forgetting. Becoming unconcious. - ==Doubt. Being unsure. Shape comes in as protection==. id:: 631b992c-4c1b-4668-b3ba-a922caeed2d0 - I takes shape. Clouds the real. We forget our permanenet place and try to make this imaginary I a permanent, indesructible, shape. hmm. - **Does mind create doubt or doubt create the mind?** Both are forms appearing in the formless which is the only #truth, the only #permanence. - Mind creates doubt to strengthen the ego - Mind creates doubt to protect the imaginary I - Mind creates doubt out of fear - Fear of being lowered in Status. The lobster in #Dominance Hierarchy - **Trigger -> Fear -> Doubt Enters -> Strong Shape -> Ego -> imagined I -> Unconscious Behavior -> Distraction -> Forgetting true Self leading to misery and pain of not being home -> Not belonging -> Low status -> Triggers -> Fear -> Doubt Enters** id:: 62dff8f4-39ce-4651-b1ed-cabf1ce200bb - #lowstatus creates #Fear #boom - #Doubt leads to #distraction. Doubt enters as a bait to be hooked and grow. Squash it. - Distraction makes you forget of your true self. You lose your firm ground of #Belonging. - Lack of #Belonging creates #lowstatus and the cycle perpetuates. - This is the feedback loop of #maya. Wake up. ==Remember who you are.== -