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- ==What is the world not giving me? Yes. That. Give that exactly to the world==. id:: 658c7202-4d29-4612-9d41-aea24270cf2b - For me. It's Acceptance. - **What comes top of my mind?** #Practice Acceptance - My mental resistance. I see it forming already. I shall ignore. Hm. That simple and it works. Ignore. Maybe I do need to Learn to Ignore "small personal matters". As much as I have to Learn to Recognize the "dragons"? ==Wrong.==. I wrote about this giant misunderstanding of the west and jbp in Jordan Peterson's double bind. - What I have to recognize is not the fabrication of the mind, not the grasping of control over situation. What I have to recognize is the the Self. What I already am. And see the hiding mind for its mere fictional play. - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - What come to mind to practice Acceptance. But I know that already and I am still writing this. The smallest thing that I am guaranteed to do?. - I will say it out loud one thing that I accepted today. id:: 63020ed5-7605-443d-b513-0ee8d0869750 - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - see above - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - She's got the yin and the yang - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - see above - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** - **Step foot forward with more confidence. Not worry about mishaps or more so expecting mishaps and all haps to be what must happen.** I can write this but I am already unable to do it with movers. What it they don't show up? Hmm. #selfinquiry - Is this lack of acceptance? - I don't know but I do feel like I need to do things. Things are incomplete. I need to be more ready etc. - Lets #gtd this. You must use your mind to get things off your mind - Succesful Outcome: movers are here on time, say 9 AM. They are friendly and are able to pack things property without using way too many boxes are adding additional charges to me. I know what I need to do next. - Next Action: - Ready big and small Suitcases. All things that I would carry in the car. - Hm. This helped. Yes. - Block Reference - How does this tie to acceptance? Did I accept it or solve the problem? I definitely don't feel like I accepted the way things were. I did thinking and I feel better because I know the next step. - Earlier I didn't know what to do which was anxiety driven. Now I know the next step which makes me motivated. - I said - "I don't know but I do feel like I need to do things. Things are incomplete. I need to be more ready etc." - how would have acceptance solved it? - ==What I lacked was not acceptance but clarity.==. Hmm. #boom. id:: 658c7202-69c0-4e93-baea-cbff3d540bc6 - So then clarity saved the day. I am unable to reconcile this. Acceptance alone is not the solution? Back to the question from morning - "What is the world not giving me?" - I don't ask for clarity from the world. For I don't expect it. For I don't think it their jobs. For I don't think I will accept it. Ooo. Hold on. Clarity is what has to manifest in me. I would accept some one else's word of clarity as mine. I accept you as you. I accept your clarity as yours. It's not mine? Wait then am I not separate from others? Am I dividing the self? - oof. - If I dont' ask for clarity from the world, why ask for acceptance? I don't. - Hmm. I think I have #caughtthemind - ==Acceptance of others was a bogus goal.== A trickery of the mind. - I don't need to world to accept me. For I don't need to world to provide me clarity. - I find my own way. - I have my own clarity of mind. Then I shall have my own Self Acceptance