Saturday, May 24, 2025

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  - ## 10:42 AM Remember:
- **Morning Pages**
- Hello. HAppy Saturday. I am much distressed and much relieved. Not something that's easy to write. But I see my #mom double face. I see how #dad knows it and let her pretend. I see her do this to #@Ruby Di. I see her do it to me - "manish to dekho shayad ek din expo aayega", "par pass doge tohi aayega na". I need to hold myself acccountable here. To my own principles. If I despise India, maybe that's me, maybe it's my upbringing, maybe #bihar was actually an embrassesment after all that was diffcicult for me to accept. I was embarassed - and rightly so! It is embarassing. #lowiq, and amoral, rigid and delusional society. So are our parents. It hurts. But I will accept the pain and live in the reality vs symbolic delusion detached from heart. Heart knows the Truth.
  - Maybe I Am wrong. And I will accept that. Like I was wrong with @Arvind Kejriwal or @Jordan Peterson. Or may I saw what was true at that time and allowed myself to stay true to my principles/ Not rigid. Not ideological. But for, this is the truth. THis is my heart hurting. I will remian in love while I act. Not hurting. But uniting.
  - I will not blame.
  - I will not judge
  - I will not manipulate
  - I will not allow other to do the same to me.
- 1:30 PM ok packing done.
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