Friday, February 21, 2025

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location:: Home - Avalon 2, Boston 
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  - ## 10:38 AM Remember:
- **Morning Pages**
- Hi. Angry again. Lack of sleep and the disturbance from #saie. #fightwithsaie. hmm. I have been unable to have a good 7-8 hour sleep all of last 1 year. You can see it in #Logseq. She wakes up and wakes me up with all the makeup and bathroom routines.
- What’s going on inside me at this moment? Anger. Rage.
- What is coming top of my mind? I wanna feel productive, in control, look great,
- What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing? drink coffee
- What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am? eat very high protein, not reduce calories for shred, but lower carbs, but v high protein
- What first word pops into my mind when I think about today? sleep
- What's one good thing about Saie? she listens to love
- What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today? speak in love
- What is one thing I like about myself today? I have a long term plan
- If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently? let things be, not fret over being in the driver seat #jujitsu
- What bold bets are you making today? #jujitsu
- - Can you go against the voices? yes
- They open the door without knocking and just walk in right now. Does that scare you? no, it's the rage.
- - Exercise Small Thoughts practice/toBeAndToImagine
  - I go. Tke he pill give her. Leave water nad pill.
  - make her bread first.
  - get my coffee,
  - Stay in jujitsu, so I don't know.