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- Why did I get scared? collapsed:: true - OK so I’m trying to understand why did I get scared just fucking Paul dude write an angry email wants an apology and an explanation. Why did we charge his credit card and I know we made a mistake because I saw the email thread that I previously I previously emailed him saying that he doesn’t have to do anything and his charge won’t be his card won’t be charged but the dead, now it’s irate. Customer is angry whatever it is why does this bother me so much? I don’t know I mean part of me is super angry. I wanna hit him back, so maybe part of me feels like he punched me and maybe I’ll feel being caught in the wrong doing pointed at my fuck up. Yeah yeah that’s part of it. OK so he’s pointing at my fuck up I feel I feel vulnerable. - So what’s with this vulnerability? I know there’s something here I guess it’s to be vulnerable makes you sort of exposed them so you’re afraid But then I also see a part of me does not accept that. I’m angry that he made me uncomfortable and like super uncomfortable to the point that I’m actually dictating this thing Logseq. - Now I could thick skin, I could be like yeah whatever I don’t care and move on and just be ignoring, but I don’t wanna do that. I do not want to be ignorant I want to be the opposite. I want to be super attentive, and still not feel uncomfortable. - OK it’s time passes. I also feel that the bad energy is subsiding and that email in the inbox it’s decreased in its power I should stayed then the email was charged and I felt the charge, ooo “felt the charge” I think there’s something there. - OK I think I see it a bit so that’s a charged email. This is Paul being charged and his expressed his rat and that’s sitting in the inbox what I did is I read that email and I accepted and I took on that rat on me. I took responsibility for it, and I logged into it, so I felt it and feeling somebody’s wrath is always not pleasant. OK so what should have happened? Ideally, let’s think about it there are people expressing the rat anger and the charged manifestation all over the world and that’s their doing. Sometimes it’s pointed highly directed specific to person proximity And I know for sure most times it towards society and general patterns in the universe that could itself then get directed towards the person if you find somebody the wrong place and the wrong time. So what do we make of this and from the Lens of #jujutsu ? - Well, for starters, we don’t take it on front facing we just let it slide. I would say I do not eat accept it as it’s something for me to even dodge. but as I encountered it as I see it as I feel the charge right now from this lens, I’m smiling, I like look at that nice little kick so cute and you’ll let it slide and lose its power. OK funny I went back read the email again and all I could do is laugh so what changed? - What changed is my perspective and my position as I perceive the world. I don’t see that email is a threat and it doesn’t make me feel vulnerable because I was not hit. How do I connect this with taking responsibility? I know this case I did login I took it personally, and I felt as if I was responsible for the mistake, and I had a bit of shame, and I was an easy and uncomfortable and all sorts of things. OK, so I was guilty or made to feel guilty and responsible for something I was not. - Just to think about it is silly. A guy that I don’t know who is in another country thing is in Canada who just bought a fucking app from App Store and he got he paid for it and he’s angry. He writes an email to this fucking unknown email of the app angry I take it on and something personal threatening and I’m feeling uncomfortable I buy into his charged allegation I just read too much into just being a noob. Wall in my case felt all that because this is my fucking company and I treat customer feedback and emails with heart and I wanna help them. I don’t want I do not want them to be upset OK so what should have happened? - I see myself I’m thinking too hard I’m still worried, worried about being pointed out that you told me I would not get charged, but I did get charged, so I see myself getting stuck there always not anything none of this matters. I should not be thank you for that lens let’s move up. Hair what is happening here is what is happening?? - All right, OK after much deliberation, thinking, and all that analytical mind nonsense I have a symbol in my head and position to take that got me instant calm and kind of resonates and speaks to truth of everything. I’ve just dictated in this long essay, which is the following - “gote ke niche rakho sabko” - I think I have found my jujitsu position. As soon as you keep things down, you don’t let them rise up and keep them in the underground basement. That’s where they belong that’s where they can rot subdue Di uncharged whatever I can stay put - Ok. I aspire to have a live podcast with viewership. Where I can talk, express, help, mentor and teach. This would be for India or Indians across the world from an NRI mumbaiya guy #projectidea - The leverage here is the MAU from India. Low revenue is the leverage. Not doing it for money - Ok. House chores. Lots of wall hanging stuff. P/ Avalon Apartment Move 2023 really wrapped up today - TODO pictures :) - 4:30 pm #practice/Reading📖 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Books/Power vs Force #bookAcquired - Crazy first 5 pages of preface. He had me palms folded 🙏 - @David Hawkins is zen collapsed:: true - {{video https://youtu.be/d2qwPb7nlNE?si=6-bvMQ6o8CQMvz9P}} - Power vs. Force presents a logically compelling anatomy of consciousness that lays out the arch of human spiritual evolution from its lowest expression (shame) to its highest (Enlightenment). collapsed:: true It illumines the oneness of all creation by revealing the energy essence of everything that exists—human and non-human, seen and unseen. - #shame - just this morning I did a self inquiry as I was triggered and found the source feeling to be shame. And it felt uncomfortable and uneasy and indeed a lowly expression. Then I realized this energy. And how to channel this. Breathing into the balls. #goteKeNiche - - - #powernap20😴 - 6:30 reading and chill 🍅🍅 - 8:20 - 10:30 P/2023 JOKR Exit Algos #practice/coding🧑💻 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅. Longer session than I anticipated. Such is coding. collapsed:: true - Algo/Two Number Sum 14 mins while learning new Map type ✅ - Ok. Gonna quick time and try O(nlogn) two pointer soln for two sum. It uses O(1) space but is worse. ✅ Easy to code. 5 mins. Understood. - Algo/Three Number Sum ✅. 20 mins. Wow I am impressed. - Lots of little trick in here that I didn't remember to get asceding order. Reverse looping, unshift array vs push for two sums. - Algo/Palindrome Check ✅. String code compile and done. 2 mins. nice. - Algo/Run Length Encoding Ok. 28 min ✅. Some fiddling. this code sux. I am gonna spend time tryign to see how it can be elegant. - Thanks #ChatGPT/coding - ``` export const runLengthEncoding = (input: string): string => { let ret: string[] = []; let i = 0; while (i < input.length) { let [char, count] = [input[i], 0]; // Count contiguous characters while (input[i] === char) { i++, count++; } // Decompose counts greater than 9 and append ret.push(...Array(Math.floor(count / 9)).fill(`9${char}`)); // Handle remaining counts count % 9 && ret.push(`${count % 9}${char}`); } return ret.join(''); } ``` - - - - **23:44 PM Lights Off** - Before bed yoga - #practice/meditation🧘