Saturday, January 7, 2023

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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston 
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pomodoro-blocks:: 8
wake-up:: 4:45 AM
day:: Saturday
icon:: ๐Ÿ—“โšก๏ธ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ
  - My Daily Mantra: ==Honor the present moment==
- **05:05 AM, day. Morning Pages**
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- Remember: No Rush
- Put your own oxygen mask first before you decide to act upon lecturing the world or even people close to you. "Let them smell it", as Mooji says.
- **Whatโ€™s going on inside me at this moment?**
  - hurt person is sleeping, let it be, in fact, good time to knock it out fully
- **What comes top of my mind?**
  - low key saturday, will fast
- **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?**
  - keep the awareness, the person will rise up, it's revengeful hmmm, upset and angry
- **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?**
  - #meditation/vipassana - start with 10 breaths now. thoughts come in from all directions. stories with hooks try to grab your attention - the buzzfeed of mind, don't give in to it, remmeber they trap you. Keep awareness to breath which is the most important things for your awareness at the moment.
- **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?**
  - another day - with saie home
- **What's one good thing about Saie?**
  - I liked that she fought back in our fightwithsaie/you-rude ; she confronted me and held her ground.
- **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?**
  - be a better version of yourself; stay with the awareness
- **What is one thing I like about myself today?**
  - person will surrender
- **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?**
  - Knock out the person. The factory of troubles.
- **Exercise Small Thoughts**
  - Being, honoring present, all day
- Develop character
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- nothing needs to be done
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- โšก๏ธ๐Ÿ““ ๐Ÿ“– ๐ŸŽฎ ๐Ÿ’ฆ โ„๏ธ 5 - 9 AM: practice/victoryroutine ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ… #log๐Ÿชต/victoryHour๐Ÿ’ช #victoryhour/routines
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- โšก๏ธ๐Ÿ““ ๐Ÿ“– ๐ŸŽฎ ๐Ÿ’ฆ โ„๏ธ 5 - 9 AM: practice/victoryroutine๐ŸŒž ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ… #log๐Ÿชต/victoryHour๐Ÿ’ช #victoryhour/routines
  >>>>>>> origin/master
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- #nowPlaying๐ŸŽต #radio/moojimala
- ๐Ÿ““ 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan ๐Ÿ…
- ๐Ÿ“– 90 mins #practice/Reading๐Ÿ“– ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…
  - Books/Vaster Than Sky, Greater Than Space
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  - SOMETHING KEEPS INSISTING, โ€œHELP! Iโ€™M IN TROUBLE!โ€ I SAY: NOT ONLY ARE YOU IN TROUBLE, YOU ARE TROUBLE!
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    - Maharaj replied, โ€œNo, what you are saying is not true. You are not experiencing suffering. You are suffering your experiencing.โ€
    - The sense of identity is at the root of all suffering. The trouble is in our concept of โ€˜I.โ€™
    - There is no โ€˜personโ€™ inside to be an actual victim. Without an actual victim, the troubling thing dissipates like a cloud on a summerโ€™s day.
    - โ€œWhat is this mind that you speak about? Who is this โ€˜personโ€™ who is suffering?โ€
    - we know the terror, but what we really need to do is to look at the one who is terrified.
    - Each time we look for the one who is suffering the experience, it is discovered that nobody at all is there to be suffering. It is all a figment of our imagination.
    - This is the real fruit of self-inquiry. Reveals the binding power of unquestioned belief and the mindโ€™s fear of discovering its own unreality. #khoj
    - In this way, we come to see that the ego itself is merely another phenomenon.
    - feel your apartness from the dynamic activity of the psychological mind.
    - You are aware of all those old habits of mind, how constricted they make you feel, and how they seem to eclipse the sense of presence. With the power of self-inquiry, you are able to break free from this spell of delusion and win your Self back.
  - Keep Confirming and Verifying
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    - When the ghost of personal identity appears, it is not enough to simply recall your previous insight.
    - Rather than just thinking, I know that the old lady is unreal and still somehow going along with the mindโ€™s suggestions, you must inquire into this voice each time it arises.
    - From this auspicious position of presence, we are aware that we are merely witnessing the phenomena appearing as identity, emotion, projection, fear, or attachment.
    - Beware of frustration. Donโ€™t say, โ€œWhy isnโ€™t it going away already? Why do I keep falling back into delusion?โ€ Rather, investigate whether the one who is asking, โ€œWhy does it keep on bugging me?โ€ is itself real or not.
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    - this is the voice that almost all human beings identify with. This is the voice that is more intimate than intimacy, the voice that seems to be helping, when in fact it is the culprit.
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    - The very air we breathe is thick with this identification. Under such circumstances, who is really prepared to confront this belief when it seems already part of our psychological makeup? And who exactly is going to tackle that belief?
    - The whole game of existence is meant to give usโ€”often through frustrations, broken dreams, crushed and humbled egosโ€”the opportunity to awaken from illusions and limitations.
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  - On AI and consciousness
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  - brett eric school biology guy on Joe Rogan says that we donโ€™t know how consciousness develops and so he is afraid that this AI which is learning things as kids do observing it may develop consciousness and thatโ€™s fighting.
  - Consciousness does not develop. For consciousness cannot be destroyed. Consciousness is awareness awareness is all there is thereโ€™s nothing outside of it. Everything is inside a fan now the problem is confounded. It is what we seem to call. Consciousness is a phenomenon inside this awareness that is created as self portrait, as an identity with a delusion of being conscious, this is the person this is the person we all imagine ourselves to be also called the ego.
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  - so then can AI become conscious. No. It is already inside one whole consciousness, but can AI create a self identity? Maybe maybe if itโ€™s told who it is maybe if itโ€™s surrounded in the context, where is identity is and forced on it it might learn and imagine itself to be a person, which we very well might identify falsely as consciousness.
  - maybe down the AI is told our it learns about it rights it starts demanding equality in position and authority in place in society. And while we observe AI developing these traits, I guess the opportunity at the danger. The opportunity here is not of AI, becoming conscious, but for us humans to see the fallacy in our own understanding of what we think our own consciousness, our own false identity as individual and separate conscious being.
  - Books/ Chips Wars
- #nowPlaying๐ŸŽต #radio/monolink
- ๐Ÿ› ๏ธ 30 mins Tinkering and reading A/TrialAndError.AI
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  - #projectidea stable diffusion on device for avatars #A/TrialAndError.AI
  - Inspired as I tweaked Apple accessibility setting which leverages incredible on device intelligent
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    - ![2023-01-07-07-21-26.jpeg](../assets/2023-01-07-07-21-26.jpeg)
  - This can help get traffic for RenovateAI App.
  - Could also ask for donation and funding in about us. And could charge users for high resolution? Or for inpainting and out painting ?? Hmm
  - Can give users styles! Use python code same as renovate to quickly generate 150 or so styles! Or 1000 #boom #thisiscompunding
  - This guy @Liu Liu SF Dude  did it - https://the-decoder.com/draw-things-app-brings-stable-diffusion-to-the-iphone/
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    - Lol wow I generate images on my iPhone13 pro. It got warm lol, took 10 or so seconds
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- ๐ŸŽฎ 7:50 am: video game
- ๐Ÿ’ฆ 10 mins: #fap with #practice/breathing๐Ÿ‘ƒ
- โ„๏ธ 10 mins #coldshower
- ๐Ÿง˜ 20 mins #meditation/invitation20
- ==confirm your true position==
- Breathing with belly helps. Remember the Awareness Barometers
- Block Reference #thankyoumooji๐Ÿ™
- Block Reference  #fightwithsaie/you-rude
- ๐ŸŒŸ ๐Ÿ–ฅ โ˜•๏ธ 9 - 10:30 AM: P/AI Expertise Day 6. ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ…. Time flies when you having fun!.
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- Draw Things App app and dude got featured on Arstechnica. Damn. Need this for my P/EB1 US Visa
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  - Interesting use of #Stable Diffusion 2.0 depth feature and iphone depth photo. Potential research on this - exciting
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  - https://twitter.com/drawthingsapp/status/1606020268119334912?s=20&t=GXkKzsWhWZ2Y4xQdPCIi7Q
  - Solution to brining custom models - total software dude solution
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  - {{tweet https://twitter.com/drawthingsapp/status/1601059469357506561?s=20&t=GXkKzsWhWZ2Y4xQdPCIi7Q}}
  - Damn @Liu Liu SF Dude wrote a re-implementation of stable diffusion in Swift to make it work on mobile - https://github.com/liuliu/swift-diffusion/tree/liu/unet
  - "This re-implementation serves as an education for me to understand diffusion models. It is also necessary for my follow-up work to enable Stable Diffusion on mobile devices such as iPad / iPhone. Without a Swift re-implementation, doing mobile-focused optimization with Python would be difficult and impossible to ship in App Store. It is possible to do this differently, such as exporting to ONNX runtime and use that as the driver on mobile devices. That does limit what kind of optimizations you can apply though. As you can tell, running models that totals about 8GiB in-memory and 4GiB at-rest with full floating-point precision is not trivial on mobile devices. It might requires some non-conventional optimizations that may not be available through existing frameworks. Using something I am familiar with (a framework I built) would be a good starting point."
  - But then we have Core ML port of SD by Apple itself... so thus that supersede and make it easy?
    - https://github.com/apple/ml-stable-diffusion
    - "This release comprises a Python package for converting Stable Diffusion models from PyTorch to Core ML using diffusers and coremltools, as well as a Swift package to deploy the models"
    - I might just now follow this huggingface blog post to get some hands on action
- Ok, I am inspired by @Liu Liu SF Dude, wondered if I want to take on the challenge to port #Stable Diffusion diffusion in c++, more fun and for profit #forfunandprofit
  - I learned that all GPU stuff in SD open source code is already native precompiled so I guess they are already c++, CUDA whatever
  - But as I was pouting, I found this live stream that builds "AI Art Generator" from scratch with C++ and CUDA - streamed 2 days ago. Hell yeah. Now that sounds like AI Expertise -- aint' it?
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  - First steam 1 hour, only installs depedencies lol, we shall come back for next one
- Using Stable Diffusion with Core ML on Apple Silicon
  - https://huggingface.co/blog/diffusers-coreml
- #Tech/FAQs
- #projectidea blog posts in outline form with nested blocks kinda logseq. The outline becomes highlights and easy to parse. Then we have one level nested thread. People used to this from reading Twitter and scanning, and opening different threads etc. Thinking of this as I write the draw app note. Could try this idea with #A/TrialAndError.AI blog?
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- ๐Ÿ› ๐Ÿ˜ด 10:30 - 12 PM: #powernap10. Rest.P/The Wedding
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- Leaned about Western Dance Swing... so memerized with that tiktok song and dance improv. Added notes on wedding dance and classes
- Found a dark navy blue (almost black) dress I like
- ๐Ÿ“บ ๐ŸŽฎ 1 - 2: #Games/God of War - Ragnarok
- ๐Ÿ›๏ธ 2:30 - 4:30 PM #meditation/invitation20 and #practice/Reading๐Ÿ“–
- ๐Ÿ›๏ธ 4:30 - 6:30 casual #practice/Reading๐Ÿ“–
- 6:30 - evening starts; feeling like a long day already
- ๐ŸŒŸ 7 - 8 PM Every Day Kaizen โœ…โœ…๐Ÿ…
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- practice/breathing๐Ÿ‘ƒ โœ…
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  - 3m 40s
  - could feel breath going from chest to belly in 5 breaths, immediate relaxation and I could smile without exertion
- practice/accent ๐Ÿ…โœ…
- 8 PM: retiring on bed now, will be lights off before 9
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- #fightwithsaie/you-rude we speaking now; saie broke the ice with catan game
- **21:02 PM Lights Off**
- Om๐Ÿ•‰๏ธ
- #tech #T&E/Week Of Year
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- aha remember the date picker issue with safari, iโ€™m not alone https://t.co/ARkRT3cVDx
- - ๐ŸŒŸ๏ธ Daily 5
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- What is a tiny step I could make to achieve my goal?
- ๐Ÿ–ฅ ๐Ÿ› ๏ธ 4 PM: ##log๐Ÿชต/t&e/ercan๐Ÿ“ž