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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: 7 wake-up:: day:: Friday icon:: 📅🌟🌟🌟🌕 - My Daily Mantra: Honor the present moment - **09:57 AM, day. Morning Pages** collapsed:: true - Remember: No Rush - Ok. Kicking off this day later, had to sleep more to have my body recover although I didn't sleep very well. Next time I get out of my room and come to my office bed to sleep without distractions. - Overall, I am charged. Agitated and rubbed off by #saiefamily unexpected "buy sherwani now" call. They need feedback which Saie is incapable of doing. So I'll have to. I'll have to. The fact that they pulled in my parents and my brother on phone too.. so could I can now get a second opinion if I am not crazy myself to get this triggered by such maneuvers. More on this later. - **What’s going on inside me at this moment?** - temptations, will to act, Force of Reckoning.. nice word. - **What comes top of my mind?** -  - the episode for morning; #saiefamily needs feedback. #notmytask if they take it well or not. - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** - do the breathing exercise and then write the whatsapp message detailing 2 things: - more heads up, I couldn't join in time, last minute mesurement ask - didn't know my parents would be there, need more context, it created issues between saie and I - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** - Stay Hungry - Literally. Stay Full - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** - I think I'll have a good day if I start with the missed out tasks first. Keep the fav push at end ahem #coding #P/AI Expertise - **What's one good thing about Saie?** - She is v sensitive to feelings of others. She has the bodily hyper intelligence and is connected to it source. Hmm. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** - Be Gentle in my actions. #hmm. Yes. - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** - I am good engineer. I build robust systems. These small questions has helped me calm down and channel my energies better, right here, right now. #systemvsgoals - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** - I would be gentle. Failure or success, I practice to be gentle, here and now. - **Exercise Small Thoughts** - I #jujutsu my day. Double down when needed. Deflect when appropriate. I keep checking the Two Awareness Barometers to check how well we doing: - Breath - dont' restrcit inshale or exhale - Gentleness - softness of hear. kindness of words. - Amen. <<<<<<< master - 📓 ☯️ 10 - 11 AM: practice/victoryroutine guy 🍅 ======= - 📓 ☯️ 10 - 11 AM: practice/victoryroutine🌞 guy 🍅 >>>>>>> origin/master collapsed:: true - 📓 25 mins Morning Page & Day Plan 🍅 - ☯️ 5 mins Morning Tai Chi - 🙆 10 mins #10minMinfulnessCooldown🙆 - 2 mins Breathing - 🖥 🛠️ 11 - 12 PM: Focus Time 🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - P/The Wedding - Ok calendar done with arrival, departure added. Feeling great already! - P/EB1 US Visa - Let's make goals for January - TODO read judging awards process - Stevie Awards - ==Thanks @Sven G for wasting my time and moving the meeting yet again== - 🖥️ 🛠️ 12:30 - 1 PM: P/EB1 US Visa research on press release 🍅 collapsed:: true - My Press Release - creating this for all press release learning from Eb1 collapsed:: true - Interesting found a guy on feverrr who would publish artcle on ibtimes.com for $350! PassRight seems to charge freaking $3300 collapsed:: true -  - ooo isreal se yaad aaya - I saw Ben Chen on press there fro building team and hiring. Can I get that published for me and my team then! - Damn #mofo this is the article on calcalistech.com, I am sad, I could have had made such press. Arghhhhhhhhh. seems too late now - https://www.calcalistech.com/ctech/articles/0,7340,L-3919832,00.html - good example article for personal brand from passright dossier - https://www.techtimes.com/articles/257758/20210306/maxence-bouygues-explains-how-customer-support-team-use-deep-learning-to-understand-their-own-business.htm - I need to test our Feverr and spend $100 or so to see what's worth it hmm. - 📞 🎮 1 - 2 PM: call with family, video game - #log🪵/alwaysbelooking Onaroll dude passed. Personality mismatch. Agreed. Felt it. Also Peter was a loser. - ~~1 PM: #workworkwork meeting with the introvert of the year @Sven G~~. Cancelled. collapsed:: true - Funding? Runway? - Timeline?' - Eb1 stuff - 🌟💪 2:15 - 3 PM: #2WW #workout/chest collapsed:: true - 30, 40, 50, 50, 55 lbs inclined 10 reps - 🥣 📺 🍽 3 - 4:15 PM: Break Fast. Protein. Eggs. Bread. collapsed:: true - Love garlic tatzhiki #Kitchen - 🌟 🖥 4:15 - 5:30 PM: P/AI Expertise Day 5. 🍅🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - styles are in production; update python script written by hand #noai, yes that's the hashtag these days lol - 🖥 🛠️ 5:30 - 6:30 PM: ##log🪵/t&e/ercan📞 - 🖥️ 🙆6:45 - 7PM: Breath and Flow/15 mins After Work - dinner #chefsid - 7:30 - 8:30 P/The Wedding call with a aneesha collapsed:: true - venue and vendor budget coming to $45K hmmm - #fightwithsaie yelling was involved - **21:29 PM Lights Off** - boorish, hurt and dejected - I Lost My Cool #selfinquiry collapsed:: true - who lost the cool? - it happened, I was angry, yelling, confused, challenged for delusional - aren’t we all? how we in relationship reconcile then? - love comes to mind but then where did it go? - what happened? - she came back after work in her bad swollen mood - i controlled my triggers s as i was doing yoga, made her dinner, dinner for us, she acquaesed, became lovy dovy, then call with aneesha, started brishing things off, hand gestures, then after the call she got all calculative, i tried listening, but then i see goes i punctured her by being logical showing her the error in her thinking hmmm, so fucking what? then she wrote e-mail to avalon? i don’t know what and where and how she driven and what she was trying to accomplish! i has to walk out, so i got rude and cold, left the room, oh i remember i told that i’m gonna let her make me feel bad… fuck i’m here now - she’s comes out talking about how i was rude, turns into history of things and how ive been rude in front of aneesha, news to me, but agree i must have be raised vouce but because she was not answering me ans brushing things off. Things got heated and in was pulled into the pit hmm. yelling ensued. I cursed her, her friends, her family etc. hmm, in office room, we discuss and fight more then she ends with “main faltu hoon”, also his we should just not do it, to which i said fine go tell your parents but you have the courage to do so - i’m here now, i’m confused, hee behavior is not how i see her; maybe the real saie in her mind out of love way hmmm, i can be rude sure and hurts her easily, too bad then but we can’t work together - im reminded ot matts brother that thug pulling me in, i don’t know why and what they think what happened but he croossed the line, comment india then saie hmm what a terrible guy. and i I Lost My Cool - so got pulled in again? i was gonna say psychological manipulation but isn’t all interaction some form of manipulation?? - for my self, my practice shall be to not lose cool hmm - i get flustered at work - i know anger is lack of other skills to overcome situation; Anger is powerful but using it gets me charged up - i was just thinking about powers we have in this so called simulation like anger, real shift? ( from god of war) - to practice #2 second stare, and other jujitsu toolset hmm - these powers are what we belive that are else they are not - Let’sthink before unleashing Anger. It pulls you into the flight for sure hmm - #litmustest can you take insult? - 🌟 Every Day Kaizen ✅ collapsed:: true - practice/breathing👃 ✅ collapsed:: true - Standing Breath Circulation - 3 mins - practice/accent ✅ - 🌟️ Daily 5 - wedding shit ✅ - kaizen it ✅ - eb1 progress and email ✅ - practice #jujutsu ✅ - not sure, tried, got through dinner, but looks like that energy that engulfs saie got me into a fight, hmmm - get head back on #Gardening 👨🌾✂️🌳