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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: pomodoro-blocks:: wake-up:: day:: Thursday icon:: 📅🗓⚡️🌟🌟🌟🌟 - My Daily Mantra: Honor the present moment - **07:39 AM, day. Morning Pages** - Remember: No Rush - White Fragility collapsed:: true - Been disturbed since yesterday after drinks and meal at Banners with boo and the walk back to house. Felt isolated and left out with all white people watching all white sports. Not blaming them but it’s an obvious disconnection for me. At this point I can’t tell if this is for not being American or not being white. - Then waking back, this kid tried to do this obnoxious privileged things of scaring me with ball, plausible deniability, his mom telling him to act proper. It was harmless. Saie didn’t even notice it likely. But I have been stuck HARD. - Stuck hard To the point of researching white privilege and reading and writing about it first thing in the morning today. I seem to have seen the disadvantage I have vs this white people Boston society. I feel especially bad for black people. They belong here. Multiple generation. They are low status. I can’t imagine this low status enraging me if I grew up like that. Why aren’t their rich affluent black groups - guys and girls - having fun in a Boston bar? They are 12.1% in US and freaking 25% in Boston! So 1 in 4. All kept in the ghettos? How and why? Where does the American virtue of meritocracy go? How is it that white people hold all positions of power hmm? - That said, I want to solve my own problem. For that I know for sure. I acknowledge US is an incredibly racist society for their are so many races in here, and I for sure am a minority. Indian for one is one race. Diverse but one race. I have not let myself feel disadvantaged here. I tell and believe myself to be privileged and blessed. But I may have missed acknowledging this invisible white people advantage all around me. This trigger from yesterday has triggered a deep nerve. - Reminder - @jake f’s - “I’m sorry I’m doing this at your wedding” - that was white fucking privilege. Jake threathened my existence - Reading a 1988 much cited article on white privilege - White Privilege: Unpacking the Invisible Knapsack - Personal and hits the bulls eyes to ack the problem at the least. - Refraining myself from tweeting - Political correctness is white privilege - Ok. I have a Better term for this - don’t like calling to white privilege to further raise the white people status, what an amazing win win for whites - oh look sorry I’m so privileged, let’s do 50 shades of grey. Anyways - the term is White Fragility - 🥣 📺 🍽 12 - 1:15 PM: Break Fast and chill with boo. Back to my SABG Protein Smoothie - ==Slept so well today :). 11PM to 11AM. Feels nice.== - #areas/health - Started taking Kaged Muscle testorone supplement. Just had 1. And feeling the fear I do with pills lol. Staying strong. - 1:15 - 2 PM: 🍅 Tinkering - 🌟 🖥 7 - 8:30 AM: P/Algorithms - 🛏 😴 8:30 AM: #powernap20😴 - 🌟💪 6 - 7 PM: #practice/2WW💪 - 🌟 Every Day Kaizen - practice/accent - A/Tai Chi - 🌟️ Daily 5 - What is a tiny step I could make to achieve my goal? - lakeview - wrap a book - cardio or exercise - stay in the Calming Voice - plan the next 90-90-1 Project Project #log🪵/secondbrainrefactoring