Saturday, December 3, 2022

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  - My Daily Mantra: My Daily Mantra: **I will have 100 million dollars by June 2026 for which I will give and live a disciplined life, give it my full dedication, give it a healthy mind and a healthy body, give away my procrastinating imposter self, give away doubts and negotiation with weakness, give away any other desire that distracts me from my purpose. I plan to achieve my dream by making TrailAndError.AI a billion dollar enterprise …  manifesting DEFINITENESS OF PURPOSE, the knowledge of what one wants, and a burning DESIRE to possess it**
- **12:06 AM, day. Morning Pages**
- Remember: To Be, and To Imagine
- Happy Saturday. Om.
- Why couldn’t I say anything to Jake while be invaded and violated my personal space? Why couldn’t I hit back up at Spandan who charged and humiliated me in my own house with no fault of mine. My eyes are down and I feel ashamed as I write this.
  - What is this weakness? I seem to be unaware. It shows up at my personal space. In my house and with family around.
  - I rationalize this weakness by giving the violators benifits of doubt.
  - Spandan violated me. I should have slapped and dragged him out on stairs. He was drunk. That would have been my self defense. To throw him in garbage.
  - I couldn’t do anything next day either! Hmm. I did get back at lemony. Thanks to ajay. Yes I felt redeemed. That was my kali and shiva roop.
  - I don’t have answers. Just observations.
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  - I promise I shall not cave in next time