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location:: Home - Avalon, Boston victory-hour:: no😵 pomodoro-blocks:: 5 wake-up:: 8 AM day:: Sunday icon:: 🗓 - **12:30 PM, day. Morning Pages** 🍅 collapsed:: true - Mantra: Your person needs to be ‘knocked out’ cold. - I imagine my day to be... - #rage😡 collapsed:: true - Lame aass Sunday. I am annoyed. Annoyed at Saie. I feel betrayed. Madarchod. She wants 3 hours of work time today. Really? Dimished me onver the clal with parents. Fucking. I'll crush your head, Stupid toxic masculinity - you baby insecure boy. Learn to behave and be mature or get off my way. - I am annoyed for being played. I felt like I let myself be lead and then I am left exasperated. - I am raging with anger wirght now. IMy plan. sofr football is is all flopped and she showed no interest. I have bene watching crciekn on tv alone whui she taks a shot. I don't fuckingf care. What a stooge she has made of me, - That's the thing - HOW FGUCKIONG DATE UOU MAKE A STOOGE OUT OF ME. - Fuck all that. She doens't know. And NOW I DONT CARE to teach or give understandng. I need ot fist stand on my own feet and take full contorl. - I shall do what I want to do and what I must do. What must be done. - No compramise. - ==I feel defeated.== Hmm. And this I cannot digest well. As it came out of the left field. - In such a bad mood right now. Not wishing well for anyone. - Wow. - **What comes top of my mind?** collapsed:: true - Fuck Fear - **What is smallest thing I can do for settling the top of mind thing?** collapsed:: true - Do courageous thing in personal space. collapsed:: true - Do yoga in front of saie even if you feel reluctant - Take time for self for an hour or so when you need to - Do not compramise on food - DO not compramise on exercise - Do not compramise on sleep - **What is the smallest thing I can do to be more in line with who I am?** collapsed:: true - **BE BODO.** **ALL THE FUCKING TIME**. IN UPPERCASE. YES. - **What first word pops into my mind when I think about today?** collapsed:: true - Arghh - **What's one good thing about Saie?** collapsed:: true - She has got a strong masculine. One that directs and make her focus on things. - **What is smallest thing I can do make Saie happy today?** collapsed:: true - Accept her masculine self. Hmm. "Chote" #chote - **What is one thing I like about myself today?** collapsed:: true - The rage is strong. It makese me stand up tall. It makes me face fear. It make look deep into the eyes of the dragon and not flinch. it makes me. - **If I were guaranteed not to fail, what would I be doing differently?** collapsed:: true - I will be more #selfish. Do things I want to do first, compromise later. - **Exercise Small Thoughts** collapsed:: true - Being bold. Let the #draper make the move. - I am dofing yoga. I am inwards. FOcused on self. This elimiants the fear. - The cliud moves out. Self manifests more. - I don't under the terick again as I kno wbetter - 🛏 📖 8:30 - 9:30 #practice/Reading📖 🍅 🍅 collapsed:: true - Books/Dialogue - Bagel breakfast from star market - 👧 🍻 🏈 2:30 - 5: P/Boston Strong 2022 collapsed:: true - We watched the #NFL 2022 week 1 patriots game. We enjoyed it! Damn! Mission Squashed. @Places/The Harp, Boston - The white people energy in the sports bar is what you I now sense. It’s a doorway to enter the culture. You participate and you start to fit in. Hmm. - Lol is it weird for me to talking this shit at 36? It’s just interesting to me. At the energy level. - #saie collapsed:: true - DONE order mg citrate - 🛏️📖6 - 7 PM: #practice/Reading📖 🍅🍅 collapsed:: true - Books/Mastering Fear - 7 pm- making Kitchen/Homely Yellow Dal collapsed:: true - Added chipotle power by accident. Tastes good. - 8 - 10:30 PM: tv, #desifood - Yuck 🤮. I promise I won’t have Indian food all through the week. The food needs to be punished. - #tv/houseofdragons S01 E04 collapsed:: true - Fucking incest orgies and power. All that people desire. - **23:26 PM Lights Off** - I have a lot in my head. I feel rushed right now to type . Late for thing. Things on my head I need to take care. All things unorganized and non gtd. - I take control of the reigns tomorrow. Or accurately, … wait hold - There is no tomorrow. I’m in the wrong already. The mind . - Now . - I sleep. Night -