Saturday, June 25, 2022

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### 07:10 AM, Saturday #morningPages
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- Location: Home - Eugene, NYC
- Mantra: Block Reference
- Eight Sleep Daily Stats stats
  - sleep:: 01:30
		  wakeup:: 11:30
		  slept-for:: 9h 
		  HRV:: 30 ms
		  HR:: 78 bpm
- ~~Routine~~
- Thoughts lingering in my head
  - I need to let go. Stop trying.
  - Stop fighting. Yesterday debate with @saie on abortion and challenge to her ideas. Making her do things. Letting me react and judge what I don’t like. **That man is not me.**
  - Don’t protect the guy. Don’t listen to it. Beware of its activation. He is not you. He is not real. Have NO ATTACHMENT with this dude.
  - He is the one that gets proud. He is the one picking on a fight. He is the one scheming things. He is the one who wants his way. He is the one agitated. He is the one doubting. Stay alert.
  - The #jujutsu art is then avoiding this man that gets engaged in fights.
- ### Outcome Visioning
- **I imagine my day to be where I let go**
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  - Don’t try. DO NOT FORCE WAYS.
- **Day Plan**
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  - 12:00 - 14:30
  - coffee date with boo Places / Bluestone Coffee
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  - 15:00 - 17:00
  - Reading 🍅 🍅 🍅 🍅
  - 17:00 - 17:30
  - Meditation - Silence of Being
  - 19:30
  - #log🪵/secondbrainrefactoring
- ### Lights Off
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- 21:45
  - hooked on diet pepsi now; remind me of that cold drink taste in india
  - chill saturday with boo; she heading back to state college tomorrow. I plan on spending 10+ pomodero on refactoring #secondbrain tomorrow
  - still practicing to beware of getting hooked by the dude; practicing How to act from the feminine. Today I was reminded of Spirit of Valley and found and read osho on it.
  - Block Reference
- #Thoughts
- Shun Arrogance
- If you looked in the mirror and did not like what you saw, you would have to be mad to attack the image in the mirror. That is precisely what you do when you are in a state of nonacceptance.
- And, of course, if you attack the image, it attacks you back.