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* * 10:58 #morningPages :PROPERTIES: :END: ** Thoughts lingering *** NA ** Mooji #pointer #whitefire :PROPERTIES: :END: *** You say that a wall of separation between you and me has been falling away and you began feeling more close to me, but suddenly fear came. This is a very common phenomenon at this stage in the awakening process. *** Something is powerfully attracted to Truth, but at the same time there arises resistance to coming closer to the Master. *** Heart is attracted to the Heart but the mind says, ‘Listen, that’s not a good idea. You’re going to be sucked into a black hole and never find your way back.’ *** *But mind’s work is to keep you believing you are far from the home you actually never left, just imagined through dreaming.* The mind is afraid of me, but it is not afraid of you. After all, you pay its bills. *** It will tell you whatever works to distract your attention. It will even encourage or flatter you to keep you pursuing a goal you can actually never reach, not in that way. All this to keep you believing you are separate from the Truth. *** But this is mind’s game—a play unfolding inside the unchanging awareness itself. In order to be free, you must clearly see this. Identify yourself with the source, for in Truth, you are One. It is your natural place and the abode of peace and love. *** *Your mind does not want you to experience the power that is there when you are alone as Truth itself. It must divert your attention away from the Real in order to survive.* But your power is greater than all the mind’s combined strengths. Only, you must recognise this. *** Transcendence is another name for this game called life. It is the greatest show on earth. *^^You are here to win yourself back from the carnival of delusions.^^* And it is totally possible, though rarely considered in the human kingdom. *** To win, your attention should remain firmly rooted in the unmoving witness, no matter what happens. *You cannot win yourself back by fighting the mind. So ^^don’t fight^^, for you will only strengthen the illusion that it is real.* *** Just keep confirming that what you are is the space-like awareness itself in which this relationship of mind and ‘you’ is totally dreamed. ** Eight Sleep Daily Stats stats *** Sleeping for: 7h 30m *** HR: 66 bpm *** HRV: 33 ms * 17:00 ** Really not feeling it today. Had coffee + hydra with caffeine an hour ago -- no go. Lack of motivation to get back on coding or doing shit. Let's call it -- hard to get in the flow. But then had an email from Endel. Endel deep focus playing now. Feeling better already. To the point that I actually wrote this block :) ** I might wanna go down and get me Celcius Cola package. I think get better energy boost from me. Better than hydra charge? Hmm. Good question. But I felt better during celcius days. Damn! ** Aite - time for Rehash hacking.